Lfe
bless you honey your head sounds like its all over the place at the min i hate the thinking of am i pg or am i not it drives you crazy i think you should have a BT to check cos us girls no our own bodys i really have my fingers crossed for you. Happy birthday for the other day and am sorry you felt lonely grieving is so hard and it is such a long process and everyone deals with it in different ways i looked at the pictures of my angel all the time i couldnt stop doing it i think i was a bit obsessed at one stage and would just sit on my bed and stare at her and cry and its only recently that i have thought to myself that i havent looked at them for a a while which to me means i am starting to move on a little bit but i have had councelling well still am and i am also taking anti depressants so maybe that is helping. i just hope and pray that it will ease for you i only no to much of how painful it is.
Take care
Munchy xxx
