Ovulex

nikilove

:hug: i am so sorry sweetie that your having a hard time, i wish i could make things better for you. please dont be hard on yourself, you are not a bad person you are beautiful. i totally agree with you when it comes to people who have kids that dont deserve them, i would have there child if they dont want them. please feel free to email me anytime, i might not be much help but i am a great listener.

Thanks mommy2chloe I'm sending lots of :stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl: your way and tons of :bluedust: to everyone. See those :bfp: pretty soon :crossfingers:.
:angel2:baby boy lost 1/3/07
twenty weeks

hi girls

sorry i havent been on my little boy has not being well which meant i have not been at work around a computer my little boy harvey has had chicken pox but he is on the mend now.

mummy2chloe
try not to feel like a bad friend when i lost my angel 6 weeks later my sister told me she was pregnant and i didnt no how to feel i felt really jealous and a little upset and i think a bit angry as she really didnt want another baby and was considering a termination but at the same time i felt happy and hoped to god that nothing would happen to her baby but at 14 weeks she lost her little angel and i was there with her in the hospital and i felt so guilty for feeling the way i did when she first told me she was pregnant i sort of felt it was my fault in a way but i think what you are feeling is totally normal i just hope that you get that BFP real soon and i hope your daughter is feeling better.

Nikkilove
i am sorry to hear that the hospital didnt take a picture please try not to punnish yourself for not looking at him just think that he was your little boy and you will always have that connection with him. and you are not a bad person i to hate it when people say it wasnt meant to be it annoys me so much i hate to think of the next person who says that to me as i think i will bite there heads off. i really hope you feel better soon love to you all and rool on those BFP.

Munchy xxx

thanks Munchy I needed that :grouphug: to everyone at this time of need. Sending lots of :stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl: to everyone and we will get an :bfp: :dance:.

much love Niki

Nikkilove

Thats ok honey i just hope your feeling ok and that you get your BFP soon :hugs: to you and sending loads of :bluedust: to all. and remember i am always hear if you need to talk.

Munchy xxx

Munchy I'm sending lot of :stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl: and :bluedust: your way. Thanks for listening I hope eveyone gets an :bfp: this month :grouphug:.

Niki

hey ladies

hope you are both doing well, sorry i havent been replying or adding anything just been flat out trying to get my engagment party organised, cant believe its less then 3 weeks, its just gone so fast. Munchy i hope your little boy is feeling better,

ok better go its so cold here at the moment i just want to snuggle into a big warm blanket just until my dp comes back from work ( which is in 3 days :cry:) and i will cuddle into him ( hurry up, 3 days will take forever) i hate being away from him all the time, but hopefully he will get a job closer to home soon ( i hope)

take care hope to see you get BFP real soon

Thanks Nikkilove i hope we get those BFP soon as well fingers crossed for us all.

Mummy2chloe
you sound like you are a busy bunny 3 weeks that will soon come round whats the date of your party just woundering as my sons birthday party is on sat the 14th of july his actual birthday is on the 11th but holding the party on the 14th i have so much to plan i have 24 children altogether i no i am crazy to have that many but i just want him to have a great day i got to go and get all the party bags and prizes for the games and food and ballons party banners etc the list just goes on but im sure your party is alot more to do i really hope it goes well. as to your dp being away for work i would hate that i am a big baby at heart dont like being left alone at night time luckly my husband doesnt have to be away from home but hears a big :hugs: from me and he will be back in no time for you to have that cuddle. i am hopefully going to get that tattoo this weekend just gotta see how money is i am nervous that its going to hurt but like you said before it will be worth it, i found the letter B that i want its a really pretty wrighting so thats good not sure about the roses now i might just get the letter see how that looks first and then decide about the pink roses. good luck with all the plans hope you dont get to stressed out.

Munchy xxx

Thanks Munchy if only I felt positive I can't help but to wonder if it do happens will I have a miscarriage because of the MMR I had to have for school. I am very :confused: and :( sending :bluedust: to everyone.

Hey Munchy,

It sounds like your little man is going to have an awesome birthday party ( stomping my feet........ i want to come) lol. My engagement party is on the 7th of july and i am totally stressing out as i have no idea what i am going to wear, i mean its winter how nice can you look in winter cloths iykwim. i dont think jeans and a jumper is going to be good enough for an engagement party, oh well hopefully i will find something soon:wall:

I am so excited about your tattoo, and i really think its going to look great, if you get it you will have to take a pic for me so i can see how pretty it looks, plus you will have to tell me if it hurt, but we are women and boy are we strong ( heheh sometimes except for when i watch oprah, that chick always makes me cry):cryinglaugh:

My dp has been working away for almost a year now, and i really hate it i am just like you i cant be without him, even though its been nearly a year everytime he has to leave to go back to work i cry and cry, and the nights we are away from each other i cry myself to sleep everynight cos god i miss him so much, plus i just like to know that i am safe of a night time when he is here, cos i am always scared being on my own all the time, but hopefully he will get a job closer to home soon,

Nikilove

Honey i wish i could give you a big warm hug to make you feel better, sweetie just know that everyone here on bb will help you

Nikkilove

i feel for you so much i just hope your not pregnant this month but if you are i hope that it will all be ok sending you big :hugs: and let me no if you af arrives thinking of you and im sure you will feel positive soon i still have my up and down days but feel ok today i just keep thinking that i will get pregnant soon and hopefully i will br getting these ovulex tablets in about 3 weeks time i really hope that they work.

Mummy2chloe

i didnt realise it was winter over there where is it that you live i live in england and our summer has just started so is wuite warm although we had a massive thunder storm the other day and i am so scared of them expecially with my anxiety i keep thinking the lightning would hit my house or something silly i no but it does happen. i hope that you find somehthing nice to wear for your party i am sure you will look beautiful on the day no matter what you wear you will have to let us no how it goes.

I am excited about my tattoo aswell but wont be able to take pic for you as i cant put it on to the comptuer as it is a work computer and also i am a bit thick when it comes to stuff like that ha ha. but still not sure weather to get the roses anymore as the B i have chosen is nice on its own but i might get the letter done and then see if i wont the roses with it, but i no its gonna hurt and i hate pain.

I feel like i need to give you a big hug it must be horrible being on your own at night if my husband goes out with his friends for a drink and he will be back late one of friends stays with me but we are all the same we all hate being on our own at night so we all babysit each other. but hear is a big :hugs: from me.

let me know what you choose to wear for your party also is your little girl going to be a bridesmaid?

Munchy xxx

Hey Munchy,

Yeah winter is in full swing now and the weather lately is rainy and wet ( which is strange for QLD as we are in drought) so we are all loving the rain as it is much needed. I live in a town called Biloela in Queensland population here is about 7000 maybe a bit more now. I am exactly the same as you when it comes to storms, i am always worrying about the lightening hitting the house and stuff, and most storms we get here do so much damage ( scary:cry:) lol.

I am sooooooooooooo excited as my dp comes home tonight for a few days :dance: cant wait to see him, i miss him so much when he is gone. i found something to wear to the party:clap: its a really nice black long sleeve shirt with like a white lace thingy over top, its hard to explain but it looks nice so i bought it. My little girl is going to be flower girl when we get married which is hopefully at the end of next year. she is so excited, she has been going out to the garden and picking flowers and bringing them to me saying that "these are for our wedding " hahahahah she is so cute.

Did you get your tattoo yet?? cant wait to hear allllllllllllll about it.

Hi Mummy2chloe

i finaly got my tattoo done on saturday i just got the letter B but it is in really nice lettering and looks very pretty i didnt get roses as i thought it might look to much as the wrist is a small area but it did hurt a little but not that bad and i am a whimp and it only took the man 5 min to do so that was good. it stung a bit the next day but it has scabed over now so just gotta keep putting cream on it and the scab will fall off soon it feels so nice to have it there just to remember my little angel by i love it and the more i look at it the more i like it which is good. so are you goona get one on your wrist and if so what sort of thing do you want and have you got any already i had one done when i was 17 just a little chinnese symbol on the back of my sholuder that means love as i thought no matter what you will always love someone and to be honsest i think that hurt more than my wrist. your little girl sounds so sweet bringing in the flowers for you my little boy always picks me a daisy on the way home from school dont you just love them. hows it going with TTC i just want these tablets to help things along but as to loosing the weight it is going very slowly at the min i just enjoy chocolate to much ha ha. well glad to hear you BF is coming home i hope you have some good quality time together and your outfit sounds nice i bet you cant wait till the party. take care


Love Munchy xxx

Hey Munchy

Congrats on getting the tattoo ( thank god it didnt hurt to much) sorry it has been awhile since i have replied, i have been so flat out organising the engagement party and stuff ( only 4 days to go). I really really want to get a tattoo now but finance's and stuff wont allow me to get it at the moment, but hopefully soon i can get it done. I am thinking of getting a really nice patten and getting my little girl ( chloe) name worked into it some how?? as i have always wanted to get her name tattoed on me but i want it where i can see it so i thought the wrist would be perfect. i will let you know when i am getting it but with the way things are at the moment it might not be for a little while.

I am so glad that your happy with the tattoo, it must give you a great feeling seeing it there everyday, and it sounds so pretty, well done darlin.

I cant wait to start these tablets either, i am keeping myself so busy these days that i wont allow myself to think about TTC, in a way i am angry with it all i am sick of living life thinking about it 24 / 7 iukwim? but i know when things slow down it will creep its way back into my mind and life, hahahahha bugger. take it easy sweetie

Nikilove, I know exactly what you mean about people having kids that dont deserve them, I actually made up a thread about that very thing!
There are so many people in my town that have kids just for the money and dont look after their kids, next thing you know docs have the kids and someone else is raising them! I just hope that I can soon fall pg again and this time it sticks cause it gets me so wild to see all these people out there that have kids but are not even parents IYKWIM....

Hi mummy2chloe

i had a feeling you were busy with the party i hope it all goes to plan for you and as to TTC i think its good not to think about it so much i am sick of it always been on my mind and thats all i think about i think its more likely to happen if you dont think about it so much i am due my AF 2morrow so i have my fingers crossed that it doesnt come but i have a feeling it will as i feel so bloated today. the tattoo you want sounds really nice there are so many designs on the internet you can look at and if you want to be able to see it all the time then the wrist is a perfect place thats the reason why i got it done there so i can see whenever i want i cant stop looking at it at the minute and i do think of my angel evrytime so it is nice but they are quite expensive so hopefully you will get your done soon. also did you DP come home a bet you were so glad when he did also what does this word mean i have seen it a few times (iukwim) hope i am not been thick i have never heard of it before.

Take care

Munchy xxx

Hey Munchy

iukwim= if u know what i mean
Well thats what i think it means, hahahahah
I really hope AF stay's away, come on BFP i wish you all the luck in the world, let me know how you go ok??
I totally loved having dp home, cos god i miss him so much when he is gone:cry:

Hey isnt it you little man's birthday party soon??

Mummy2chloe

That make sense (if you no what i mean) i am a bit dippy at times. ha ha glad you DP came home and i bet you got allt he cuddles in the world. Yep my little mans birthday party is ont he 14th of july so next saturday 12 out of 16 poeple are coming from his nursary and then another 10 children that are cousins or his friends out of nursary, but the weather is so bad in england at the min its meant to be our summer but it is non stop rain. There is even big floods in some parts which isnt good i just hope the weather is nice on the day of the party as i am having bouncy castle and a picnic for them my house is not big enough to have them all in the house so fingers crossed for good weather i have got to wrap all the pass the parcel stuff and his presents i have got him and go and get all the food and still need to figure out what to do for his birthday cake. And this weekend i have to travel up to my nans on my own with my friend as i am my aunties birthing partner and she is due the day after my little mans actual birthday so her due date is the 12 of july and i am practisng driving on the motorway as i had a car accident 2 yrs ago and have never been on the motorway this will be my secound time in going my first time i was nearly sick with feeling anxious. i cant wait to see the birth thou as i want to be a midwife so it should be good i just hope her baby doesnt come on my angels anniversary which is the 16th of july not sure how i am gonna be on that day as it will be the first yr anniversary. sorry for rambling on i could talk forever ha ha. Let me no how your party goes. and i will keep you informed of AF.

Munchy xxx