I know what you mean Michelle, why do you think i freaked out over my other post to Lisa!!! I know you are joking my sweets, no offence takin
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I know what you mean Michelle, why do you think i freaked out over my other post to Lisa!!! I know you are joking my sweets, no offence takin
Well i just did an opk and it has come up a faint positive, so maybe i will O on time after all, i will just keep testing and BD until i get a nice dark line!!!
I just had an sms from a good friend, she has had AF arrive after going through her second round of ovulation induction, she is crushed, she is not sure if her dh will let her go through IVF, so now i feel a bit down as she wants a bub like all of us so badly, hopefully soon for all of us...now if i could only get her to join BB!!!!
Bye for now.
Kazz, My booties are under my pillow!!!!
Oooh Shell - sounds like there will be loads of "naughties" at your place over the next few weeks. Hope you catch that eggy :) Keep Kazz's booties close!
I am sorry for your friend, I hope she can persevere through this af and have better luck next cycle. Please tell her how wonderful all the gals are on here, and we will make her feel very welcome! Even convince her to read through some of our posts - how could she resist after that??
Have a lovely evening to everyone else!
Shell - LOL! I meant loads of bd over the next few DAYS!!
Hi girls.... gezzz it's been quiet in here... almost the Naomi, Shell, Lisa and Tanya Show ;)
Anyway, Shell I hope that big O is just around the corner :)
Sorry to hear AF arrived for you friend :( very sad!! I hope you can convince her to join in here... what wonderful support she wll get.
Still spotting :( If it continues I will have to see a Dr I think... it is insane!
Tanya
Hi everyone.. :hello:
Tanya - hope you can get some answers soon about the spotting. I know exactly how you feel.
Lisa - ROFL - Shell would be absolutely buggered if she took your advice with heaps of BDing over the next few WEEKS. How would we all be if the window to catch that eggie was over 2 weeks instead of 2-4 days...lol
Shell - Sorry to hear about your friend. I hope she gets her BFP soon and i also hope that those booties under your pillow work for you. If you get your BFP this month, can you send them on to me :p
Naomi - I've lost track with you hun...lol...whether your Oing or PG, GOOD LUCK! but if you ask me, secretly i think your pg...shhhhh, don't tell anyone! :shhh:
A big hi to everyone else and i hope you all have a fantastic weekend. My SIL is due to have her 1st baby on Tuesday, so i'm heading round the corner to her place for lunch and an arvo of DVD's. Some how i think she will go a week or so over her EDD, but still, that's no too far away. Getting very excited now although when they first told me, i totally lost it and couldn't even look at them for the first 5 months of her pregnancy, especially after our m/c and knowing that we had been trying for so long and that we wanted to produce the first grandchild and that now everyone in the family doesn't even think that i actually had their first grandchild in my belly for a little while, and that because this is a live baby that my feeling don't count............whoa Shan...chill babe......
Anyway, i'm fine with it now and can't wait to see my little niece or nephew soon and s/he is going to absolutely spoilt rotten by it's aunty (and uncle).
Sorry for that little rant, my fingers just seemed to be taking over the keyboard a bit...do you think i have squashed my feelings a bit, and they all just started to come spewing out???..
Okay...i'm going now... :hello:
Hi all,
Tanya, yes it does seem as thought this thread is the Tanya, Shell, Lisa, Naomi & Shan thread, we might as well re-name it hey! Bummer about the spotting, it must be starting to wear you down, I would be going and getting it looked at soon Matey.
Shan, I understand you not wanting to see you SIL pregnant, i feel like that sometimes towards some of my pregnant friends, it is hard, but good for you getting over it and spending some time with her, whats happening in your cycle now?
Lisa, LOL i knew what you meant about the "naughties" thanks for all the kind words for my friend, actually she just phoned me to ask me some questions as AF arrived yesterday and has now stopped to spotting, so i told her maybe she is not out of the race yet, so i so hope its implantation.
Naomi, Any news as yet hun?
Well we BD this morning as last night we were both stuffed and could barely keep our eyes open, so we got one in this morning and hopefully again tonight.
Gosh i really can't wait to DTD purely out of love again.....
be back later.....
Shan - I know exactly how you are feeling. I also feel like I will lose it if DH's siblings procreate before me (especially the middle one as his DP is only just younger than me but they have only been together for 12months). I feel like everyone will ignore that fact that Caitlyn ever existed because she was stillborn (even with the funeral etc). I am even worrying if anyone will remember her birthday in about 4 months (my goodness the time has flown!!) But at the same time my niece and nephew are the joy of my life and I wouldn't swap them for anything and I would love any nieces and nephews from DH's side just as much. It just highlights the challenges when you want to be pregnant yourself. We have friends who are pregnant (first try, first cycle) who I haven't seen the girl half since they conceived. I worry how I will react because I am p**** they did it so quickly but yet happy for them all the same. I have made her some little white booties and will send them this week with a card so she knows I am happy for them.
Me - tired and feeling off. May be a bug from work (DH was off sick with similar yesterday) but I am hoping it is a better sign of something *positive*. I'll be back later after grocery shopping for more personals. Gotta love the mundane.
Hey Michelle, How long till you test, it must be coming up soon, symptoms are sounding good, will keep my fingers tightly crossed for you!
Noami ~ Ohhhhh, I thought you must've changed your ticke, but still wasn't sure if the AF you had was real or not! My bf had a funny AF and she now has a 3yo!!! lol.
I cannot wait to hear from you on Monday! It is very exciting! How are you feeling??
Michelle ~ oooh, your symptoms sound promising! Will be keeping an eye out for your results!
Shellstar ~ sounds like lots of bd'ing in your house this weekend. LOL at DTD for love again one day!! Poor DH.
Lisa ~ fingers crossed for you in a couple of weeks. How are you feeling?
Sorry for no really long personals, I don't really know everyone in here or where they're at. I've just been poking my head in and seeing how Naomi is going!
Good luck to everyone....see you in PAML thread very soon!!!! It's gonna start clearing out in a few months....we need more people to help us paddle the Ark.
Sticky vibes to everyone!!
Beccy
Hello Ladies,
Shell - Disney on Ice sounds like it was wonderful. Hayleigh sounds like such a beautiful princess. I wished we lived in the same state so I could organise a play date with her & Jess. You go for it lovey, bd like a porn star!!! PMSL about bding for the love of it rather than the *term deposit* you're receiving! LOL. I used to ask Alan afterwards if he gave me a 9 month term deposit or some small change! PMSL. :p
Michelle - Valid point about your family remembering and recognising Caitlyn's birthday. I'm really hoping for you that they do. I think that families often don't speak about things in the fear that they will offend/upset you. Nobody in my family speaks out our m/c and that was a very early m/c, nowhere near as traumatic or sad as what your family endured. I'm not sticking up for them, I'm just saying they probably bite their tongues, but I'm with you, I'd prefer the acknowledgement. I'm really, really, really hoping that you are having positive symptoms! Only time will tell! Isn't it the story of all our lives! LOL.
Shan - Perhaps you are harbouring some ill feelings but seriously you wouldn't be human if you didn't! Your SIL has the most precious gift just waiting to happen and its what you have lost. It wouldn't be normal to not be thinking 'that should be me', 'why was my baby taken and not hers'. etc... I think you're a wonderful person to be so excited and anxious for the birth. It shows what a strong and loving person you are! Make sure you tell us when he/she arrives!
Tanya - What's happening with the spotting? Sounds a little odd? My sister LOVES the name Violet and I was saying the other day I'd like it as a middle name and she nearly took my head off! She's very protective of it so I'll be leaving that name well alone!!! LOL.
Naomi - I AM a bossy b&tch! LOL and I"m TELLING you to get to the doc. I can't believe that you're so chilled about getting a +ve (yes, that's a POSITIVE) HPT and think that it's negative!!! By the way, I'm typing this in good humour. I really, really, really want you to go to the doc. You have returned numerous +ve HPT's. Read the instructions and it will tell you that ANY line on the second window is considered a +ve. It's not like an OPK. By this rate, you'll be 20 weeks pg and getting movements and still thinking that you're waiting to O!!!!! PMSL.
Liwa/Lisa - How are bumble-bee? Forgive me, I can't remember where you are at. I think you're waiting for O time? So I guess you're getting a whole lot of lovin this weekend too! Lucky devil!
Me - Had a stressful night, my sis & I took the children to HJ's for dinner and Jessica tripped on the astroturf and whacked her head on the edge of the stairs to the playground. Instant bruise. Could turn of the lights and still see her forehead. Got very worried, decided to take her home and she falls asleep in the car. We stressed whether it was concussion or just tiredness cos she hadn't slept all day. Waited for an hour and woke her. She was one grumpy monkey but not groggy or sleepy or anything so she is fine but her head is HUGE! Her little cousin said 'Wow, Jessica has a whole egg coming out of her head'. I started to panic that if she had concussion she'd have to have x-rays and then I couldn't go with her cos of being pg and then I'd have to tell the family (of course DH is out fishing and not home). In the end, nothing eventuated. She's fine today. I just give her nurofen every 6 hours cos she must have a headache. I'm starting to get seedy of a nighttime. I got m/s at night with jessica too so I'm taking that as a good sign. I'm tired plenty too. About 2pm I go downhill and then after dinner I fight back the urge to spew. So I guess it's looking good for me so far. I must admit I check the loo paper every time I wipe for any possible traces of blood. Can't help it. I'm terrified that I'll lose this baby too. I've been in tears over it. I try not to think about it but I just keep thinking what will happen if I lose this bub?
Love Jayne
Awww Jayney - big hugs to you. I completely understand the fear you are feeling. As much as I am desparate to be pregnant, I also am terrified about getting pregnant and going through the loss again. The miscarriages were traumatic enough but I am not sure I will ever be able to relax and enjoy a pregnancy ever again. Here's wishing you sick sensations and agonising tiredness (in the nicest possible way!!!) I hope Miss Jess is better today and the lump on her head resembles less of an egg!!!
Shell - AF is due Wednesday / Thursday ish. Last cycle was a little longer but the days I took clomid was later too so that may have changed things. Back to the days 2-6 drug days so I hope I am back to 28 days. Too scared to POAS. Hate the thought of failing again.
Thanks Beccy - I am hoping to follow Jayne to the ark. I've been practicing my paddling too!!!!
Hope everyone is having a lovely evening. Just about to cook dinner for one - DH is at work so it will be a simple steak and veg for me. Then to do the SC lamb for this weeks lunches!!
Goodness me - 1 day away and ive missed so much!!
Jayne - you have nothing to worry about my love. So far it all sounds very very good and the seediness at night is a v positive sign, especially if you had it with Jess! Me - Im in the middle of the tww - up for testing in about 6 days!!
Beccy - we would love to join you over in PAML!! I hope its sooner rather than later. I love your u/s pic on your ticker - how wonderful!!
Shell - yes oops on the bd for weeks!! Im sure you get my drift... Ive heard bd in the morning is v good for ttc!! Apparantley the body is very relaxed and recharged. I hope you catch that egg.
Shan - oh I totally understand how you feel about your SIL. My BIL is getting married in 6 months and all his fiance talks about is having a baby and how they want one straight away. I hope she gets pg as soon as she starts ttc but I still really really want to be pg before her IYKWIM? She can be a little insensitive at times. But good on you for spending time with your SIL! An old wives tale someone told me once 'drink from a pg woman's cup and you will soon be pg'. No harm in taking the occasional sip from her glass, even when she is not looking :)
Michelle - aww love Im sure they will remember Caitlyn's bday. She will always be your first born even if she was born sleeping. I hope you feeling under the weather is really you being pg!! Caitlyn will have to spread her angel wings when you do get pg so she can watch over her little sibling growing in your belly.
Tanya - :( on the spotting. I think shipping yourself off to Dr's is the best thing. Maybe its a hormonal thing? But i hope it resolves itself real soon.
Naomi - have you tested yet?? I really hope that through all the fog, a nice bfp awaits you!!
Did I forget anyone?? Pls forgive me if I did.
Me - sore (.)(.) have just set in - hope its a pg sign and NOT AF!! Other than that I feel pretty tired and still have bloated belly. Its so hard with pg and af symptoms being so similar!! I dont want to get my hopes up though.
Im off to my mums now for a coffee (naughty I know but I need one cup a day!).
Have a great night and maybe chat to you lovies soon,
Lisa
So Lisa - what day are we testing??? Considering you and I are almost on schedule should we synchronise our joy / sadness / combination of the two!?!?! He he he. I can just imagine setting the alarm etc!! I *think* I will wait this time but I hear you about the (.)(.) and the other symptoms being the same for AF as a BFP. I am hoping my angel (Caitlyn) is sending me her sibling as we speak - otherwise I am in the middle of a lovely virus from work!! Ready for bed already and I had 11 hours sleep too.
I love the advice for Shan. Maybe spending the week before ovulation with the 3 babies born around when Caitlyn was due will do the trick for me too!!!
Hi
Lisa ~ I call sh/he my little alien. LOL...that's what it looks like in the u/s piccie!! I can honestly tell you that AF feels the same as early pg symptoms. The only way I knew with all 3 pg's is that I get a shooting pain in my bb's. It radiates from deep inside the breast tissue and I only get that when I am pg. So, I knew I was with this one 2 weeks before I even tested +ve...but not everyone has the same symptoms. IKWYM about not wanting to get your hopes up. Will keep all fingers and toes crossed for you!!!
Michelle71 ~ LOL at the paddling practice!! I am also keeping all toes and fingers crossed for you too! It will be great to have you over in PAML very soon!!
Jayne ~ honey, how horrible for you and little Jessica. I hope she's feeling better tonight! What a terrible ordeal for you...the uncertainty is nerve-wracking! How are you holding up?
Beccy
Michelle Michelle!! Ummm when do you want to test :p Its so scary... I dont even want to test!! At least we are in it together.
I hope Caitlyn is holding my angel's hand and wishing new siblings for us both!
Good night Michelle, and to everyone else too!
PS I might start practising the paddle too for when we join Beccy and Jayne!
I want all you girls to practice your paddling coz I'm sure you'll all be outta here in no time.
In fact I am positive that by the time we are (hopefully) allowed to TTC again I'll be in here all by my lonesome!!
Lisa - how's Wednesday (or maybe Thursday - you're not due until Friday are you???) :p
As for Caitlyn, I am sure she is with your little one sending us another blessing each (unless my great-aunt and a few other recently departed friends and relatives are leading her astray, which knowing my family is highly likely!!!! :rolleyes:)
Kirsty - even if you aren't quite on the ark with us we promise we won't leave you alone!! You don't think you can get rid of us that easily :) However, you are assuming that we will be given ark tickets and we know they aren't guarenteed. Look at Lisa and I. Stressing about testing and we still have a week to go!!! The TWW goes sooooo slowly!!
Michelle, I know how slowly that TWW drags on, but at this stage we aren't allowed to try at least until we have our appt in September so that gives you all a couple of months yet & we have had a couple evacuate in this last month. So never give up hope (I don't coz my biggest hope is to see this forum empty!!)
Hello everyone,
Just a very quick one for me atm.
Michelle, can you email me your addy matey, I have finished the booties for you. :) My email addy is karen2607@hotmail.com
Hi Girls :)
Good to see this thread a little busier
Michelle and Lisa, I look forward to some BFP when you both test :D
Michelle, I hope the 'off' feeling is a positive sign!!
Lisa, I hope those sore BB's are a pg sign not an AF one!! I have everything crossed for you!!
Jayne... How is Jess? Is her head ok? Emily spent the day with her Nan the other day and she rang me saying that one of the pieces of play equipment hit her in the head and knocked her down. She said that she seemed to be fine... just got up and kept playing, but there was a big egg on her head. Anyway, this was about a week ago, and the bruise is still there... the egg was HUGE!! I am shocked she didn't bawl her eyes out...? Oh well, she must have a hard head.... like her father ;)
Shell any sign of O yet?? Fingers crossed you catch it when it comes.
Shan... how are things? Any symptoms?
Me... weeeeeelllllllll... I think the spotting has eased off :D . I now am back to the brown CM... oooohhh I hope it has gone!! Plus I had some EWCM this morning!!! I hope O isn't put off by all the spotting... looks like it hasn't been. Although I don't want it to come too soon... in the next week would be good tho.
Took the two littlies tenpin bowling this arvo.... Never again!!! LOL... A lady came up and growled at me after Violet put some money in her mouth... telling me her son almost choked on two 2 dollar coins (well if she is dumb enough to give her son two dollar coins then that is not my problem!!) But seriously, she could've shown some manners when approching me!
Anyway, TL
Tanya
hello all my lovely ttc friends
Michelle,... your right about being scared. Thursday for testing sounds good to me - can you wait that long??
Tanya - yipeee how the spotting is gone by tomorow so you can bd! And hows that lady at bowling?? Some people are just really rude! Rude people are a bet hate of mine..grrrr
Shell - you must be a busy bd bee this weekend. Bringing the house down are we?? LOL!!
Gotta go - visitors just arrived, catch up with everyone later!!
Kazz - I've emailed you my details. Thank you!!!
Lisa - Thursday is fine for me. If AF arrives for me before then I'll let you know but otherwise you're on!!!! At least there is company .... even if it is long distance.
Woohoo Tanya for the spotting going on holidays!!! I hope it goes away and the CM is a good sign of emminent O.
Kirsty - even if you can't TTC until after September, we will still be around to support you as you have supported us. I have everything crossed (well except the vital areas IYKWIM!!) that the results will give you the answers you need to start.
Shell - I hope you have had a very productive weekend!!! You catch that eggie girl!!
Me - out to the football (I work with a team) and caught up with one of the wives who also lost a baby (one of twins) and had a baby last year just before Caitlyn was born. She has started to TTC again on clomid. It is so nice to have someone to share the road with because it is *rather unplesant* and hard to explain how the drugs make you feel (not to mention behave).
Hope you have all had a lovely weekend.
Just popping in to say hello and wish you all the best of luck for successful cycles this month.
Jayne - GL with Dr appt today. I am sure you will have a really high HCG level and will hopefully feel brave enough to join us in PAML
Michelle and Lisa - best of luck with testing this week. We want a mass evacuation fro this thread nd lots of March babies!!
Hi Guys,
I was wondering if it is ok if i join you in here? I know a couple of you but for those that i dont i lost my first baby at 18 weeks in 2004, I have since been able to carry my Daughter Lucy to term and she is now 16 months old. My DH and i really really want to start trying for another baby but we have a small issue of my parents going on an extended overseas trip that if i started trying now then it would stuff up their plans....the stupid thing is that a few months ago they asked us when we would be having another baby so they could make their plans and we said go in March/April 2006 we wont be having another baby then!! LOL at myself now.....I gave up breastfeeding when Lucy was just over 13 months old and i think when i stopped this a short time afterwards i felt a dramatic shift in when i wanted another baby. Anyway I am feeling really scared about TTC again. I know that now i have actually had a healthy baby it should make me feel better but that fear never leaves me. I have Factor V Leiden blood clotting disorder and will be on aspirin and clexane injections again this pregnancy. So whilst we are not actively TTC just yet i wondered if i could jump in now and get to know you girls and also to offer any support i can along the way.
Here's to some BFP's for you all very very soon.
Love Sarah xx
Welcome aboard Sarah....good luck with your TTC journey and i hope you get a nice BFP soon and that you have a H & H pg...
Meredith....i can't believe you are 19 weeks already. OMG the time has flown past....
Jayne, Just jumping over to wish you all the very best at your dr's appoint today. I will be waiting with bated breath for you results, as I am sure many others will be.
Hello toeveryone else...I am dumping another truck load of BABY DUST off so please share it around so as the rest of you can follow Jayne out of this thread.
Kirsty I am So with the other girls, However I am sure that you will be out of here way before September hun.
Hoping and trusting that you all had a great weekend.
Love as always Nola xoxoxo
Nic, Hun, Just wondering how things are going with you. I still have you and your pg in my prayers.
Please let us all know where you are at.
NAOMI: What is happening with you sweetie? Please come and tell us. We are here for you sweet.
Good morning all,
Sarah - welcome to our wonderful thread. Im sure you will find all the support you need here with all of us. Good idea to come in now and get to know us all a little better. Look forward to chatting with you :)
Jayne - good luck for your appt today, thinking of you.
Michelle - Thursday is good. Unless AF arrives for me too. Ive been feeling like af is going to come for 2 weeks now?? Im so glad we can do this together. And whether its long distance or night, I still feel close to you gals. Oh and how wonderful that you have someone to share all of this in the real world. Im pretty much the only one from our circle that has experienced loss so it can be quite lonely out there.
Kirsty - September is not too far away, the start of Spring, so I hope things blossom for you this time and you have a little bubba in your arms very soon. Until then , you keep on hoping onto this thread, we are all here for one another.
Tanya, has the spotting gone now??
Shan - you have been a little quiet? Hope all is okay with you matey.
Deb - how are you going my friend?
Nic honey hope you are well and things turned out okay. Pls let us know my sweets.
Naomi - where you at?? As Nola said we are all here for you.
Shell - did you get bd in over the weekend??
Nola - thanks so much for all the baby dust - it seems to have done the trick with Jayne, im grabbing as much as I can (my share anyway :p ). I'm leaving loads of it for all the other loveys though!
Sorry if I missed anyone...
ME - due for af at end of the week. Will be testing with michelle on Thursday though. Still have af type pains, sore bbs, and p'ing freq, but for the most part I feel like af is about to hit any second. Oh I had the slightest tiniest bit of light brown cm when I wiped yesterday (only once) so maybe af will be here early :(
Take care,
Lisa
Hey girls,
just an update, i finally got in to see a Dr, i went to a different one then my normal Dr.
I had to explain to him about my history and what has been going on etc, he litterally drilled me for answers and why this and why that, and why i had waited so long before seeing a Dr! OMG
So he did a external exam, and then a half a pap smear (just without swabs) then he did an internal exam (by this point im really uncomfortable), but i knew he was doing what he thought was best.
I also did the Dr's hpt, came back -ive.
He said after the exams that we are to assume im not pg, but he wants me to go for a bt and a pelvic and vaginal ultrasound. As he thinks its quite possible that i may still have some of jan m/c stuck in there and that i need to be thoroughly checked out and make sure. im not allowed to get my bt results til tomorrow, but i had to make my own app for the ultrasound, to find out i cant get in til thursday.
I rang the Dr back to let him know this and the receptionist said that would be fine as Dr wouldnt have expected the u/s results back tomorrow? WTF??? he said to me to book an app with him tomorrow, which i did, but i couldnt get my bt results back til then either as he wanted to read both results together and for me to assume the bt will come back -ive.
Im sooooo scared, confused, very emotional and angry at the same time
WTF is going on???
He wrote on the u/s piece of paper that my cervix is closed? is this a good sign? he also wrote there was no tenderness when he was pushing and prodding, but HELLOOOOOOO there was and i told him, i was just wound up about having some strange Dr's fingers up me that i didnt comment at all through that exam!
I guess im just a no hopper, im never going to be pg, im going to have problems like this all the time, and its never going to happen to ME......
sorry rant over, thanks for keeping an eye out for me
Wow!! Talk about thorough!! Sounds a bit tough on you Naomi!!
At least he took you seriously and didn't just brush your concerns off (something I am scared of... hence me not seeing a Dr for this darn spotting!!)
I suppose he wrote that your cerix is closed saying you are not fertile atm, and I suppose the tenderness would be your overies eps if they have big follies in them...?
I suppose you will have all your answers Friday, after your u/s. I'm just sorry the vist was so unpleasant!!
Hi Sarah, Welcome, and I look forward to chatting :)
Lisa, the spotting has slowed down, but is still there... :( I am getting tender overies atm, and more EWCM, so looks like O will be here soon regarless of the spotting :) Just hope it won't hinder my TTC efforts this cycle :confused:
Tanya
Naomi my sweet, first of all I want to send you BIG:hug: .
Well it sounds like this dr is doing the right thing by testing bt and having you do an ultrasound. I suppose he wants to check all avenues to make sure that you are not pg before he can say it with confidence.
I can understand your frustration and its probably not the response your were hoping for but its best that you are thoroughly checked and ensure that there is nothing left from your previus m/c as that might be preventing you from falling pg again.
Please dont be so harsh on yourself. You have been pg and will be pg again and will carry a bubs to full term, you have to believe in yourself and trust in your body to come through for you. You are so young my sweet and your body is capable of wonderful things, and you will be pg again when you least expect it.
I cant take away the hurt you are feeling now, but I can say that Iam here for you and will be here whenever you need anything at all. We share a common bond love, all of us here on this thread know exactly how you feel. We are all in the same boat and some days it feels like the boat is sinking, but stay brave my dear friend and keep your head above the water.
I hope that some good comes out of all of this for you....
Lots of love and hugs to you,
Lisa
oh and the other thing he said to was that, i probably didnt have a m/c in 2003, as i had the implanon, he said its impossible to be pg on it! I told him that my dr said it is possible but not common and that the implanon was the reason i had the m/c, he said i dont think so bla bla bla, so now im doubting whether or not i had a m/c back in 2003, and he wrote down on his notes that it was a maybe m/c in Jan this year! like WTF?? wouldnt i know whether i had a m/c or not? Yes i didnt have bt in jan (i told him i did though to get him off my chest), but i did hpt's which i watched the 2nd line get fainter and fainter til it disapeard, i had my other Dr do an external exam, although i did ask for a ultra sound, she said as the bleeding has stopped, and i had no more cramping etc there was no need!
So basically this Dr is saying, i never was pg, im not pg, and by the looks of things i might not ever be pg!
I know i get the bt results tomorrow, but my heart is saying be positive and my head is saying be reasonable! So i dont know if i'll be upset by the bt results coming back -ive or not, I havent told Rick, thought i would wait until i knew the results of the bt before telling him, and say im not pg but they want me to go in for an ultrasound, as they want to check me out etc. That way i dont have to worry him about maybe pg maybe not pg, and then the ultrasound, atleast this way he'll know yes or no, and the ultrasound is just a precaution iykwim? I need his support for thursday, i know emotionally i wont cope. I get myself worked up too easily he helps me keep my feet on the ground.
Sorry about the long rant, but i needed to get it off my chest.
Thankyou for listening, and for your kind words
Tanya - Yes he is thorough, something im not used to, which is why i think it put me off a bit! I think you should go and see a Dr about your spotting if you are concerned about it, i know its hard worrying about being fobbed off etc, but i fell 100% better now that ive seen him knowing that he WILL have answers for me. Take Care of yourself, and thankyou. oh by the way sorry if sound like im having a blonde moment, but what do you mean by big follies? and cos my cervix is closed does that mean im def not pg?
Lisa - thankyou for your real kind words, i know that i will have a bubs of my own one day and it'll happen when i least expect it, thats just the thing, not that i expect it, but im trying to expect it iykwim?
I was hoping he would say, hhhmmmm sounds like your pg, let me test with my special xray vision goggles and tell you how far along you are! but i knew it wasnt realistic, i knew my chances of actually being pg arnt high, but i still had my hopes up iykwim? but not as high as they would normally be.
Thankyou again for your kind words, i will keep my head above water!
Take Care
Hi Lovelies,
Big Hugs to you Naomi, Atleast your Dr is being very thorough, which can be hard to find these days, take it easy and try not to be so hard on yourself, as you said, you were not really trying that month, so you really did not give it the best shot, so this month im sure will be different.
Jayne, goodluck today matey with the Dr app, Can't wait to hear how it all goes.
Lisa, Brown cm hey, remember Miss Jayne also was here a week or so ago telling us about her spotting and look at her now boarding the ark....so the games not over yet my petal.
Tanya, YAY so glad to hear that the spotting is easing and looks like you are about to O, go catch that eggy!
Welcome Sarah to our little group, hope your stay in here is short and you will be boarding the pregnany ark in no time!
Michelle, Glad you were able to console your feelings with someone going through a similar experience (in person that is!) I can't wait till the end of the week when we have two more graduates to board the ark, yourself & Lisa!
Big Hello's to everyone else!
Well Im not great at the moment, im having a very strange cycle this month, on day 15 still no sign of O, i had a couple of opk's on the weekend where there was a line there but only faint, so i can't count it, then they would be no line, then a faint line, then no line......and so on, i have absolutely no EWCM and my temps are low, so i think i am heading for late O or and anovulatory cycle :doh: so im just gonna go with the flow this cycle me thinks!!!
Hi girls!! 3 more days to testing with my cycle buddy Lisa!!! I have no idea if I have any symptoms so I am not any help. Lisa - you on the other hand are sounding good!!
Hi Sarah - so good to *see* you again. Should I end up with that BFP (eventually) I will be on the same regime so hopefully we can do it together. Nurse or no nurse, I still don't like the thought of the daily injections!! Good to have you back on board.
Tanya - hopefully O will be good and the spotting will just be an inconvenience rather than an issue. Get thee to the bedroom and make the most of it!!
Naomi - well the only thing I can say is at least he took your concerns seroiusly (even if the examination was far from pleasant) Good luck with the U/S on Thursday.
Jayney - where are you??? How did the doctors appointment go and are you well?? Is Miss Jess better from her head bump??
Shell - how was your weekend (wink wink nudge nudge). Hopefully a fun time was had by all (or at least you and DH)!!
Meredith - 19 weeks already (although ou probably feel like it has been much longer with the hiccups along the way)!!!! In no time at all there'll be a baby!!
Nola - hoping you are well. Your ticker is bounding along too.
Hope you are having a lovely day. FIL is out of hospital and doing well. MIL and FIL are both staying with us for a few days of R&R before heading back to the country. Getting very nervous about testing (especially as there are no symptoms the same as last month which could be good ... or not). Hoping and praying for that BFP but yet still convinced it isn't going to happen. Using some of the baby dust sent along by Aunty Nola to bath in - just in case!!!
Multiple posts while I was typing!!! My goodness we a busy little bees!! \
Shell - I hope it is just a slightly delayed cycle for you. The anovulatory ones are just plain annoying!!!
Naomi - follies are follicles. As in the egg follicles. If you have a number (like when taking clomid or on ovulation stimulation drugs or other types) you can be quite tender in that area (either side of the cervix) when the doctor palpates (feels). Hope this helps (and that I vaguely make sense!!)
Michelle - i think i kinda understand LOL
so what she ment was that, it could be tender if i have egg follicles in my ovaries?
i still dont quite know what egg follicles are? do you mean like ovary, baby making eggs?
sorry, i feel real dumb atm
Michelle - re your symptoms lets hope no news is good news!! Even though things look promising, I am having what are undoubtly af symptoms so like you im not very hopeful of a bfp this month. But we cant to be too sure hey? Good on you for having the IL's stay with you - hope FIL is recovering well.
Naomi - awww hun dont be too hard on yourself possum. And you should share some of your worry with Rick. You need that support now more than ever.
Shell - mmmm lets just hope its a late O. Do the bd just in case.
Tanya- as one of the gals said - get to the bedroom NOW!! You can still bd with spotting!
Any news on Miss Jayne?
Come on Jayne, We are all waiting for the BFP announcement confirmation from you my dear.....?????
Hello Again Ladies,
I just wanted to say thanks for the warm welcome i received from you all this morning. Wow it sounds like there is alot of action in here atm - that is great, it also sounds as though there are lots of BFP's coming up this week! Naomi i am so sorry that you are having to go through this ordeal today, i really hope that your BT and also us come back with good news.
Love Sarah xx