Welcome Chickybabe sorry for your loss i also have three boy's and am trying for my 5th baby i lost my daughter in march and believe me when i say i was devastated and heart broken that it was my first girl and i thought i'd never move on unless i had a girl but after finding out we carry a genetic fault and have a 1 in 4 chance of every baby being affected i don't care if i get a boy or girl as long as i get a healthy one it is hard when you know it is going to be your last baby but i hope we both get our wish and our dream's to complete our familie's come true.