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Ok - so a mixed bag of news. Tiger is fine, Tiger is perfect (HB- 120!), but it turns out this was a twin pregnancy, and the bleed was losing the other twin. Not sure how I feel about it yet, mainly just grateful to still have Tiger.
T-hopes: The important thing is that your next baby is for keeps, your bringing your next baby home my dear. They're just waiting for the perfect time. It does suck that it's taken longer than you hoped for though :(
Crafty: Your tough too :) You can do this!
Murraycod: I'm still so excited for you! With your friend, I'd tell her sooner rather than later, and ask her what she wants to do, if she needs a couple of weeks away, then that's ok. She might want lots of news or she might want none, it sounds like you guys have an awesome friendship, I'd trust in that. I doubt she knows how she's gonna react til it happens, so she might change her mind a bit. Good luck babe (eee! your pregnant!!!) xoxo
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Kit, sorry about the news of loosing a twin honey, but I am so thrilled to hear that Tiger is fighting strong XXX Big huggs to you X
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Kit- For some reason I had it in my head that there were two. Sorry for your loss and congrats on your sticky Tiger. :hug:
T-Hopes and Crafty- You have every right to be upset, that time of year will always be difficult even more so the first time round. If you don't let it out it will eat you up on the inside :comfort:
Murraycod- It is awlays difficult in these situations but don't beat yourself up over it, i is hard but do not feel bad because baby has found it's way in and hers is not yet ready. Her time will come. Congrats on the darkening :bfp:
AFM- My cyclyes have been on time every time until I lost a lil one at 7w1d last month. I am thinking that AF may finally be on the way as this morning I had a tiny faint spot of pink on the loo paper and am feeling ver bloated so :crossfingers: that I will be able to start ttc next month.
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afternoon everyone, reet-glad your dog's on the mend,hope things get sorted with dh soon...murraycod-great that the line is darker,i'll be doing a natural fet...t-hopes-sorry about bfn..kitfaerie-sorry for the loss of tiger's twin,good to hear tiger is doing well...afm-Matthew should be turning 1 today ,we've put flowers & a cute little balloon on his grave,kids have done some pictures for him,we've got a cake to have around his grave this afternoon,trying to honour his memory through all the wishes & tears...
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Kit thats great news you still have tiger on board so sorry it was a twin you lost I know how hard it can be but you have to remember you are still pg so have to concentrate on that ! Nature has a funny way at times but she does know better !
Well I did some soul searching and had a good chat with DH ( well I was in tears beside myself sniffling you know the usual,can't cope with this anymore ) Anyhow I had spoken to A clinic in North Perth and they agreed to see me even though i am 45 my past history of having kids helped I think, anyway my referal letter has been sent by my GP and I have an appointment on the 17th June to see them, so fingers crossed they will be able to help me get UTD don't care what I have to do or take just know I have to give it a real good shot before I give up and my inside voice is saying I can do this I just need a bit of help as my time is running out monthly !
I know its a long shot but hey none of my kids have ever come to me easily so this next one will just be that bit more difficult to acheive but I will do it !
Murraycod great news about the darker line I knew you could do it !
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craftymummy-so pleased you've got an appointment,good luck with it
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Hi girls!
Reet - Sorry to hear you're fighting with DH. That sucks. I know the feeling of wondering when your man is going to grow up and finally get into father mode. Or at least interested in it. My DP is 32, almost 33 and has only just come around, so don't despair. He's ahead of his time in my books, lol. It must be hard putting TTC on hold, but it's a brave decision, and will be the right one. Hopefully he gets his act together quickly, or you get a BFP this month, or both!! :) Hugs to you, I hope you feel better soon. I hope your little doggy is feeling better too, soon. I love my animals, I think of them as my children, so I feel your pain.
Kit - I had a bit of a chuckle over the constipation cramps.... sorry. It was pretty amusing from where I'm sitting, though. Don't feel bad though, that happened to a lady I used to work with. She was rushed to the doctors with bad cramps, and they told her she needed to poop. LOL. She was a bit red-faced, but relieved nonetheless. I'm so sorry about the loss of Tiger's twin, I'm sure you've got very mixed emotions at the moment. I'm so glad the HB is strong now, and he/she is thriving judging by those HCG numbers. You can do this. I know you can. Keep us posted!
Murraycod- LOL @ the rabbit pebbles. That cracked me up. I'm anxious to hear what your HCG numbers are. I agree with T-hopes about telling your friend. I think she will be happy for you no matter what, and maybe just a little inspired that if you can do it, so can she. Good luck having that difficult conversation. About the hissy-fits, I just don't know if I like having them at work. I'd rather not have them at all, but that doesn't seem to be an option at the moment. *sigh* You're right though, better than spazzing out at home. lol. DP would think I've lost my marbles. Only thing is he works with me, so I hope I don't get sprung having a sook at my desk one of these days, lol.
T-hopes - Sorry to hear about the BFN, but try not to lose hope. This is no doubt a tough time of year for you, but I hope this surgery gets you a step closer to your BFP and bringing that beautiful baby home.
Damprye - Good luck with TTC in June. I hope AF comes swiftly, and leaves just as quick as she arrived. :)
Matthew's mum - HAPPY BIRTHDAY to your precious boy Matthew. I just know he'll be there with you at your celebration, and I think it's lovely that you're doing something to mark the occasion. Hugs to you on this tough day.
Craftymummy - Great news about the ref. for a clinic. I really love the positive attitude you've got going right now. Keep your spirits high. :)
AFM, I'm starting to feel a bit nervous! I had ANOTHER hissy fit at work today, over something I probably could have controlled myself in the past. I don't know what's up with that lately. People are going to start thinking I'm crazy, I swear! Also, please tell me I'm crazy for having sore boobs. They're even worse today, which makes me want to get all excited. It's too soon. Tell me it's too soon. I was thinking yesterday how I hoped they got sorer and sorer so I could have some kind of hope, but now I'm starting to freak myself out with it all. They were so bad today, tingling, burning, and definitely swollen. Normally they just feel a little on the achey side before AF. I'm talking a week or so before it. Never this soon, and never this bad. Right now, they're sore even when I'm not touching them. I felt queasy today after my hissy fit, but I think that's because I got myself all worked up. I keep telling myself to chill out, and that it's too early to feel this way, but I've never had such sore boobs except when I was pg. Oh man, I hope this TWW flies by because I'm already going crazy.
And just for Kit, short list of my symptoms over the last couple of days:
BOOBS! sore as hell and swollen
slight headaches coming and going
vague queasiness at random
blood in my nose? Weird, and never happens ever.
slight pinchy feeling in my tummy today.
I think that's about it so far. Sorry for the long winded rant. I really needed that. :)
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Just a quick msg today as I'm headed out the door
:crossfingers: for you forshelby :)
Matthew's Mum- It was nice to hear that you celebrated your angel's birthday :)
Crafty- yays one getting an a appointment :D
AFM- well :noaf: so I have no idea what the spotting was about.. I DTD the day before but it wasn't painful or anything. I have a slight "feeling", well I'm not to sure how to explain it, not cramping just different. I do not think AF is on her way anytime soon now :(
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Damprye have you tested lately???? HPT????
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I'm with Murraycod, Damprye. How late is AF? You should test! now! lol.....
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Yeppers, TEST!!
Forshelby: Your symptoms sound very very promising......EEE!!!
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hi ladies,
I havent posted in ages as I have been having a sulk since the last miscarriage. Anyway I knew you ladies would understand and wanted to ask you to check this out for me, I am 10dpo I think today and I POAS around 10.30am so not FMU. I swear theres a line can you tell me what you think???
I will POAS again with FMU tomorrow but please tell me I am not completely crazy and seeing pink lines out of my imagination.....:wall:
AHHHHH How do I post a photo????
any helpers??
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hiya - I have been in my own little world. Thankyou so much for asking about my fur baby. All is well now after some decent worrying by me.
Kit - I am so saddened by the loss of your Tigers twin, but so pleased that little Tiger is hanging in there. Hope you are getting your head and heart around such bittersweet moments.
Murray - congrats girl I am SOOOOOOOOO happy for you and impressed by your fortitude. Come on Murray and Ferals. I will always cheer for you, whatever the reason. Crafty - good work you on getting your appointment. I am so proud of you.
Ric - congrats. Not sure if I was in the loop. Glad you have given up work - it's a big decision but well worth it.
Forshelby - test girl! I am hoping and wishing for you.
AFM - glad my fur baby returned to me happy and healthy. Realised why I was so anxious - couldn't bear the prospect of losing him and another loss generally. Understandable but very draining. Week 23 now - can you believe it? So far and yet still so far to go. Anyway, I have lots of catching up to do as I have been MIA these past few days. I will catch up soon and will be pleased to read how everyone is going. Take care my lovelies.
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Millyd - good to have a sulk hun and regroup. I like the sound of this test.... sorry can't help with the photo. I know other people use something like photobucket or other program to upload the photo and then put a link in their post..... I am not so good with technology. But I am really hoping that those two lines get even stronger tomorrow.
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AF is finally here, I doubted that I was UTD so I couln't bring myself to test because looking at that BFN is always much harder for me than AF coming along.
BTW does anyone know how to edit lilipie tickers instead of making new ones?
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Millyd have you worked out how to upload the photo yet?? Honey I don't reallly remember how I did mine, go to your user panel there should be something there that allows you to add an album, just click on that part, and it will go straight to your pictures on the computer for you to choose which one, hope that helps!! Am dying to see!!!!
I hope things work out honey, have my fingers crossed for you XXXXX
Dory, oh I'm quite nervouse as you can imagine!! Go for my Beta on Monday so very much looking forward to that! I just can't beleive it!
Haven't joined the PALM thread, still too early for me, I sort of feel like I don't belong anywhere ATM!!!! Not in a bad way, I just don't like to upset anyone here.
Damprye, woohoo finally!!! What time did AF show up?? Just wondering cuz if after 12oclock full flow, day 1 classed as tomorrow.
I always just make a new lilypie so I'm not much help to you there!!! I'm too scared to change mine yet.
Forshelby, I have my toes and fingers crossed for you this month, sounds promising!! EEEKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!
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It was just before I posted but not full flow yet
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Damprye – sorry to hear that AF arrived, hopefully this month is your turn
Dory – yay at being 23 weeks – 17 to go, hoping it flies by. So glad that your fur baby is doing well
Millyd – oh yay on a 2nd line, hoping the line gets darker in the morn. Sending you heaps of sticky vibes!!! I normally go through photobucket to post pics
Kit – so sorry to hear about the twin pregnancy but am jumping with joy that tiger is snuggling in to get comfy!!
Forshelby – oh my, i’m going to be stalking you, your symptoms sound promising...
Matthew’s mum – thinking of you on a day like today,
Crafty – yay on making an appointment with a clinic, here’s to getting that BFP real soon
t-hopes – sorry to hear about your BFN, hoping your surgery goes well on Monday. Will be thinking of you!
Reet – hope everything is sorted with DP, i remember when we were trying for #1, the things DP would do and the arguments we had to try and make him see that he needs to grow up before a child comes along. Hugs sweety!! How is your fur baby going, hoping she is on the road to recovery.
Hi to everyone i’ve missed, hoping you are all busy bding etc
AFM: cd12 for me, opk’s are getting darker slowly, so going to start the bding bonanza tonight until cd16....hoping that we catch the little egg!!! We drive back home tomorrow from port Macquarie, pretty sure my 3yo boy is ready to go home
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hi all again, I cant figure out the photo thing, but anyway I tested again and its def a bfp. I will poas in the morning but its already darker and you can see it at arms length, no leaning under lamps or out windows hahaha!!
Still such a long way to go, especially after 2 miscarriages but anyway, I am going to take a chill pill and just cruise through the next 8 weeks and then the following 32.....
Love to you all, I have so much catching up to do now, will do persies later.
I did notice though congrats for Murraycod, thats beautiful and my darling Kit bittersweet congratulations to you xxx loving angel thoughts to you and sticky blessings for little tiger xxx
Praying for a keeper:pray:
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Congrats millyd, sending you heaps and heaps of sticky vibes xoxox
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Hello girls!!!
OMG Millyd Congratulations!!!! its all so so so very exciting in here lately!! Im so happy for u!! so u fell pg straight after m/c?? well done!!!! :) x
Kit- Sorry to hear u lost a twin.. its sad :( but i am so happy that little tiger is in there doing so well. I cant believe u have been thru all this stress and worry when u didnt need too! oh well lets hope its all worry-free from now on! Very happy for u. Oh and thanks for ur comments on ur dh when u were ttc.. it helps me to remember that im not the only one in this world married to a sometimes inconsiderate male!! xx
Murraycod- I am still so happy that u have done it!!!! i hope ur relaxing. :) I cant believe ur dog got kennel cough from the vet! how very annoying! U shld have argued that u shldnt have to pay all costs! i know it most likely wldnt work tho.. thats probly what the vets do to make money.. keep a dog there that has it and let it infect everything else!! haha lets hope not!! and thanku also for ur words of wisdom on the male species.. golly gosh he can do my head in! thanks for reminding me there is a light at the end of the tunnel! Oh and i hope ur chat with ur friend went well, from how u describe ur friendship, im sure she is over the moon for u.. and like thopes said, it will give her hope that dreams and miracles do happen! x
Matthews mum- Sorry to hear yesterday was a tough one for u, it sounds like u have a beautiful family :)
Forshelby- So when are u testing babe???!! how many dpo are u???! oooh exciting!!!!!!
Ionamacca- thanks for letting me know that u had a tough time with ur dh whilst ttc #1.. i think its just a stressful time where u feel like everything needs to be just perfect in preparation to having a baby.. when in reality everything cant be perfect.. u just have to work things out as they arise. Now u go and have fun bding!!! Good luck!!!! :)
Hello to everyone else!!
AFM. Still no af.. was meant to be day 1 yesterday. I wld be getting excited since clomid is meant to give u a 28 day cycle, except i just dont trust my body at all!!! and im too scared to test now.. i really dont want to see bfn, so im going to just keep waiting.. if af isnt here in maybe 3 days i will test.. im so scared!!! its crazy!!! Me and dh are slowly sorting things out... he went to doctors today to get referral for sperm check, i just want to find out if his lifestyle has affected his little swimmers (as well as the normal things males get up too.. drinking etc, he also works on communication towers which = radiation) plus i want him to make more effort.. i have been to HEAPS of doctors appointments.. its about time he does something too! So he is doing that little sample in the cup tomoro morning and rushing it off to qml first thing in the am!! haha poor boy. But it will be good to find out, maybe that will be his wake up call. He is slowly starting to come around tho.. understanding where im coming from. I think when u come across with an attack! attitude they come back with a defend! and i will do what i want! attitude !
Well ladies thats it for me.. may as turned out to be a GREAT month!! WOOHOO!!!! xxxx
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Oh my god, oh my god!!!! Im bawling my eyes out.congratulations murraycod!!! I just had a feeling it be ur month sweetie.time to rest it up some more and look forward to a brilliant 9 months!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SO SORRY LADIES IF MY SIG COMES UP.I TRIED TO DISABLE IT BEFORE I POSTED..
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Hey girls,
Just a quickie, DP wants to go out and oogle blu-ray discs as usual..... LOL, so I'm on a time limit! will do some persies later on when I get back.
Feeling less excited the last 2 days, no really exciting symptoms at all. It's too early. I'm stupid. It was just O symptoms, I think. Let's call it 'aftershock'. My boobs still feel a little tender, but nothing like before, and I am having some crampiness (seems to be more often and more annoying today). Nausea is still there on and off, but that's no biggie, as I don't exactly have a stomach of steel. My favourite foods aren't doing it for me anymore though, so I suppose that's promising. Today I'm 5dpo. Implantation could happen anytime now. Argh, I don't know what to think anymore. I did have a dream the other night where my friend said to me 'you look pregnant today'. I thought that was weird, since I wasn't showing or anything in the dream.
Oh yes, and I'm still getting the random blood nose. If I think of anything else out of the ordinary I'll post it later when DP has satisfied his manly shopping craving. Hahaha.... love his wackiness. It's so cute watching him buy gadgets, games and movies. I wish I was allowed to buy clothes, though! :)
Sorry for the me-ness, I'll be back later to make up for it though. I can't remember who said I should test, but it's WAY too early. And I only have 2 HPTs, so don't want to waste them. *sigh*. Just think, by monday I'll be 7dpo. yay.
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MISSED YOU LADIES!!!!!
I dont knwo where to begin i have'nt been in here in so long..
Things been soo busy around here since im homeschooling David now.
school is almost out and were about to go on vacation June 7th.
Lil Nephew wade had surgery on his teeth ( caps on )
Soo all kids except david and leigha have had there full check ups and finish with there teeth
They go in june ..
David andLeigha are doing great,since they been here almost 3 months here and they have already did a 360 turn around :)
Its been so beautiful out we been spending alot of time outside...
i could go on and on how things have been but im sure you all get the idea.
I want to say to all of you ladies. You all are a wonderful group and believe me when i tell ya you all have crossed my mind at one time, cause you all are going thru what im going thru TTC.
AFM: AF is over so were going to TTC again soon as she comes back again( next month) Just wanted to give my body some rest..:)
until next time .. keep your head up and have sex sex sex :) and i wish you all the best... sticky vibes to all
and Congrats to anyone that has gotten there BFP :) :)
There is just to many pages to go thru :(
MUCH LOVE TO ALL
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Just a quickie.. i looked thru my diary last nite before going to bed and last year when i was on clomid af didnt come til day 32 so i wont start getting excited until tomoro.. my sisters are harrassing me to test.. i just know i cldnt handle seeing negative though.. i can live in hope til af arrives.
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hi girls - im defiantly out, negative blood test today. so full steam ahead for Mondays surgery! I have to do bowel prep tomorrow incase i have endo on the bowel that he needs to remove.?? Has anyone ever had bowel prep b4 a lap?? I had it b4 a colonoscopy but that it??
xx
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Okay, I'm back. DP definitely satisfied his urge to spend. He bought himself a scooter so I can have the car to get to work. I lmao watching him riding up and down the street on it. Hilarious.
T-hopes - sorry you're out for this month. I guess it's Nay for May? :( Sorry, weak attempt to make you smile. Good luck with your lap. Bowel prep doesn't sound fun at all, so I hope it's all over quickly for you and you get the answers you need. Keep us posted on any new developments.
Reet- OMG! You're late! Sorry but I can't help but get excited. I guess that's ok because tomorrow I can be officially excited for you! Can't wait to hear of your BFP. :) I'm really glad you're sorting things out with DH, and I totally understand the 'attack and defend' problem. Sometimes my DP is so overly sensitive to any criticism that he'll hear things I'm not saying. Eg: "What's that? You're going to do the dishes because you love me?? You're the best, baby." Him: "I'LL DO IT LATER! GOD!!!" lol. Men! It's really good though that he's getting some tests done, it's about time he got involved. :) So glad you had a great month tho, I must say it's been pretty spectacular for me as well. Hurrah!
Millyd - Don't feel bad for needing time out to regroup after another mc. We totally understand. Geez, I sulked for years. Mostly because I was afraid DP would stick to his 'NO, NEVER' attitude. Anyway, welcome back and CONGRATULATIONS on your BFP. This thread is action packed, lol.
Ferrals - Haven't heard from you for a while, how are you doing??
Damprye - Sucks that AF arrived. I'm so sorry. I guess it's time to get in tune for June? Stay strong, hun.
Dory - Wow, 23 weeks! That's wonderful news. I hope the rest of the pregnancy goes smoothly for you. You're such a kind lady, you really deserve all the happiness in the world. Good luck :)
Iona Macca - Oooooh, I have my very own stalker. Love it! I'm trying not to over-analyze things, but everything just seems so obvious to me at the moment. Pity I can't turn off my brain and go into hibernation for another week or so! How are you doing?
Murraycod- How are you feeling? Have you told any close family yet? When are you going in for a scan? Wheeee!
And Kit, I haven't forgotten you, here are today's 'symptoms' in list form. lol (not as disappointed as i felt this morning, read on read on)
-Boobies getting sore again
-Nausea. Definite nausea, especially when in the car or subjected to loud noise (weird?)
-STABBING pains in my tummy, more specifically right under my pubic bone. Feels kind of stingy and pully. (never had this before at any stage in any cycle that I can remember)
- lower back ache (again, so not new for me)
-tired.
- increasing CM, lotiony.
- DP says I'm cranky. I was, but I had a good reason. Haha.............
Ho hum, I just don't know. I know you all say it sounds promising, but it's just sooooo early. I feel like a crazy person, but this stuff is definitely not in my head. I will be so sad if I get a BFN, and confused as to why I feel so crap lately! Today I spent some time visualizing a little eggie burrowing in. I've also decided I'm only going to test on a weekend, otherwise I will get ZERO work done. LOL. So my possible testing days are June 5 or June 12. If I feel spectacularly crap, then I'll go for the 5th. AF is due on either 06/06 or 07/06. A day's variance isn't unusual for me, so it'll be hard not to get excited if I don't see blood on time. :) I suppose that means I could be 6dpo today, not 5. Who knows.
So I guess I'll need to get in tune for June, too!
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OMG Forshelby....those symptoms sound so promising!! I'm definately stalking you now hehehe
t-hopes - sorry to hear about negative blood tests but all the best for your lap on monday...can't help you with bowel prep.
Reet - fingers crossed that AF doesn't show!!!
TTCALC - glad to hear that things are going great for your full household....a break is always good just to let it recoup!!!
AFM: finally home in brissie from our drive from port macquarie - got home did an opk and it's + so better get cracking tonite as we didn't get to do any bding last nite as DS3 jumped into bed with us....oh well hopefully tonite, tomorrow n monday we catch this lil egg
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Don't you think it's too soon to feel things though, Iona? I need a reality check bigtime, or I'll go crazy for the next week. My back is killing me as I write this, and I still have that weird stingy crampy feeling. Has been going on since about 2pm, and it's really really low down. Sorry for the TMI, but I feel constantly wet. I'm doing the old 'run to the toilet and check af isn't starting early' thing. Arrrghhhhhhh
Excellent news, the OPK. Go girl, go!!! *whipping noise* lol.
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nope i'm pretty sure a week out i had creamy cm TMI WARNING like blobs on my undies....i know i was constantly checking and i was so emotionally, i cired watching some silly show at like 3am in the morning (couldn't sleep)
so i'm definately in stalking mode for you hehehe
don't you worry will be definately grabbing DF tonite for some bd bonanza!!!
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Hmmm... interesting. Can't say I noticed any blobs.... (bahaha..) but the feeling is noticeable. And funny you should say you were emotional. I cried two days in a row at work this week just gone, as you probably read. I haven't had any trouble sleeping, I'm having strange yet entertaining dreams. I tend to have weird dreams at random though so I'm not banking on that being a symptom.
The pain has settled down now, so it's nice to just be comfy for a while. Good luck with the bd hehe, I've been a bit slack since I o'ed. I think DP needed a rest, too. He isn't used to this kind of frequent attention. :)
Thanks for your input, anyway. Even though you just made me a little bit crazier with your affirmations. lol. Damnit! You were supposed to tell me I'm just having random twinges, not that this could be it! Now I'll never be able to put it out of my mind. :) Hope you catch your eggie this month. I might just have to stalk you back.
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Kit: I'm sorry to hear that you lost a twin. That must be a strange mixed feeling to get bad news along with the good. Thrilled to hear that tiger's heart is beating strongly. Keep posting. It's great to hear how you are.
Murray cod: I kwym about not belonging anywhere. I guess it can feel a bit scary moving on to a pg thread when it's still early days. No pressure: move over when you're ready and stay here as long as you want. You are inspiration for us and hopefully we can still support you. How did your choc cake date go? I don't think there is any easy way to tell your friend your news. It is not you that are hurting her, it is her own situation and much as you wish you could you cannot change that for her. But perhaps your news will give her hope too, that treatment can work and she could be next? I will keep fingers crossed for her that she has her own good news soon too.
Millyd: That's amazing you fell pg again so soon. Sticky vibes!
T-Hopes: Sorry for BFN sweetie. Will be thinking of you Monday. Not sure what that bowel prep is about but i hope it goes well.
Reet and Forshelby: I'm with you approaching the end of the TWW and dying to test. Trying very hard to hold out for the end of the week. I don't want to see a BFN and i don't want to get an early BFP that disappears so i'd rather wait till AF is overdue... but not sure i'm strong enough!
Iona Macca: good luck with the egg catching!
TTCALC: You sound super busy. Glad your kids are going well. sounds like you'll be back on the TTC train in a month!
Dory: Sounds like your dr's appointment went well. Relieved to hear it... and furbabies going well too. Go dory!
Hi everyone else (i'm just doing persies going back a page or it gets overwhelming!)
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It's time for a new thread my lovelies. Have a look HERE...