Trying to Conceive after Miscarriage/Loss - October 2009

Coco - Massive :hug:

Thinking of you !

xoxoxo

Coco - I hope you are able to do something special with your dh today to remember your angel. And know that your angel is watching over you today and sending you lots of strength. You are in my thoughts today. :comfort:

Coco - I've been thinking of you this morning. Yesterday was the day I found out my Angel was gone 1 year ago, so I know the pain you are feeling. lots of big hugs xxx

my thoughts are with you Coco. i hope that you find the strength tho get through the day
Hugs

Coco hun thinking of you girl X
Today was meant to be such a special day, I'm sorry things are the way they are right now, I can only hope that we can all help you get through this.
Special big hugs sweetheart X:hug:

Craftymummy thanks for asking about me, I hope AF dissapears real soon and you find luck with the OPK's X

My scan didn't go very well. I have had such bad stabbing and cramping from my right groin area for a couple days now, very low backpain and woke with eggwhite discharge (a lot of) 'downstairs'.
During the scan we could only find the 2 ,13mm eggies on the left and none on the right, so I have had to have a BT to see if I have spontaneously ovulated the 3 immature eggs on the right.
I won't find out untill tomorrow afternoon, so I have to keep injecting with Puregon incase I haven't ovulated already.
If I haven't ovulated by some sort of freak miracle, I have anoth stupid scan on Tuesday.

What makes all of this worse, I had an argument with DH last night, and he said that he didn't care if the cycle was cancelled anymore out of spite.
I didn't even know if I shouldv gone through with the scan today but I did, he doesn't know, because he hasn't spoken or looked at me since.

Sorry I have not helped in picking up the mood in here today.

And Coco i feel selfish having a whinge, I'm sorry.

Hi Ladies

Coco sorry today is not good for you its so hard when due day arrives you have to greive ! and then try to put it behind you and look forward to a BFP which could be on the horizon you never know, My due day is my DD 15th birthday so I will not be able to forget that its March next year and I just hope I have a BFP before then, If not I will just have to get through the day as you will today,:hug:

Murraycod sorry your scan was not as you wanted, its so disheartening when it doesn't turn out the way you want, sorry you and DH had an argument but its a lot of pressure for both of you and the men feel a bit left out when we are so busy with cycles takes the pleasure out of making babies i'm afraid, try to be patient he wants this as much as you do and probably feels a bit useless as my DH did when I was going through a similar thing many years ago, Send him a txt and tell him how much you love him should do the trick,
Everyone else Have a good day the sun is shining and the sky is blue here in Perth and thats got to make you feel better !

:)

Yay for Perth!! how hot is it today??!!! Thanks for thinking of me Crafty....I hadn't been on for a while as we have had yet more bad stuff to deal with...On Sunday just gone, my DH had the phone call from Germany to say that his sister had finally lost her 10 year battle with brain cancer. Needless to say, he is devastated...less than 2 weeks after our loss.

Luckily, I am doing pretty well, the bleeding has stopped and I am back in my size 10 jeans (yay!!) but it's still been a really rough time. All our friends keep telling us to buy a lotto ticket!! Our luck just has to change soon....:crossfingers:

Hi to everyone, sorry that it has been an about me post...

thinking of you today coco. take care.

Coco, hunny, :hug: It's a big day. Hope you have made it through OK.

MuzzieCods - fingers crossed for this cycle coming good. Nice to hear about someone else's bejayjay for a change :lol:

Loubee - don't fret about your "me" post. With your loss being so raw, it's really good to see you being so positive. Hope you're doing well. You sound pretty strong.

Nothing to report here! AF still not showing up, but must be close. Watch this space for the latest from Channel SVN (Snuggly's Vagina News)

Coco :hug: :grouphug:
I know I never post in here as I haven't being ttc but just wanted you to know Coco that I am thinking of you and shed some tears for all of us who have lost our angels.

coco1411 hope you got through the day, my thoughts are with you. Must be hard for you.

murraycod don't worry about whinging on here. At least we can listen and sympathise, probably the best place to be. At least you know someone is listening :) hope your eggs do what they are supposed to be doing!

Loubee, how much bad news can you guys get?! Hope you and your DH are coping alright.

Afm, I have another scan tomorrow, 3 weeks now since I took the tablets and non-stop bleeding :( I am so over it. I have to go in fasting to be prepared to have the d&c. I think I am ready for it now, just want to put this behind me so I can look to the future.

Coco-hope you made it through the day yesterday with not to many tear's i was thinking of you.

murrycod-i hope you get better new's on tue and sorry you and DH had an argument the stess ttc bring's on a couple is huge i try and make sure to put us first and if i see DH is getting upset i change the subject we make time for us (dinner window shopping walk's) were we talk about anything except ttc and babie's it is hard i know but our relationship is to important because when we feel like baby making machine's and lose the intimacy the sex become's a sceduled chore and so we need to remind ourselve's what sex and being a couple in love is like before ttc .

Loubee-sorry about your SIL and yah! for size 10 jean's.

Snugglybean-:ROFL: Chanel SVN

SPF-3 week's of bleeding you poor thing i hope it stop's so you don't need a d&c.

AFM-i'm on my liquid vitex (yuk!!!) and on mostly organic no hormome food and i'm avoidind food's high in natural estrogen (very boring) so basicly i'm eating like a bird and i'm starving.

morning everyone,Coco-hope your feeling a bit better today,my af turned up a day after my edd...craftymummy- hope your cold symptoms have left the building,you'll need all your energy for bd'ing.I've needed to bd while having the flu and it wasn't as much fun...Murraycod-sorry this cycle isn't going as well as it could be,fingers still crossed for you.Hope you &dh have made up,people say things they don't mean when their angry,still hurts though.It's been such a long time for you guys with a devasting loss just this year so that has to put strain on the best of marriages.Hope things go well with the results today ...Loubee-sorry for the loss of your sister-in-law,sounds like she put up a good fight...scarypinkfairy-you must be exhausted from all that bleeding,hope things get sorted for you today...

Hey ladies

thanks for the well wishes. I was ok considering!

AF turned up today, the same as you Matthews mum the day after the due date.

DH and I are going to be hanging out tomorrow night and going on a date old school style :)

Thanks again everyone xx

My gorgeouse girlie girls XXXX

SnugglyBean this would be the second time this week you have had me LMAO out loud !!
:ROFL:
Thank you for making me laugh babes you are truly the best! X
PS: Iv'e tuned in ;)
I hope I can return the favour when you need it one day hun.

Matthew'sMum you always have kind words to say everytime you post, you are lovely, AFM is "As For Me", use it luv! We would love to hear how your going and what your up too X Your just as important babes XXX I love that your so kind to everyone, I have read posts in other threads that you have written and I think you have a heart of gold :hug:

Ferrals things we have to do hey!... How long for, do you have to take the Lqd Vitex? What does it actually do? Thank you for the advice you shared, it makes complete sense to me, I need to enjoy our "normal" intrests too, we seem to have forgotten about those, this Fertility Treatment seems to consume you and the rest of your life goes on hold, well not as of tomorrow, thank you so much XXXX
I hope you are holding out ok, this waiting thing sucks big time, you have been so patient X

SPF how did you go today? I pray that your bleeding will just stop already! Going what you have gone through is hard enough, but to be still reminded, everytime you wake up to the bleeding is just cruel. I hope things got sorted today once and for all, so you can start fresh X

Loubee so sorry to read about your SIL, I hope that you and DH are coping ok.
Freezing MAO in Victoria these past few days, send some sun our way! X
Take care hun X

CraftyMummy thank you X I really do apreciate all of the kind support you girls have shown me this past week.

Coco, :hug:

Well I got the results of BT thisavo, seems that I have not ovulated............dunno how not.............. the pains and aches I got on my R side groin were awfull, and I dunno where the 3 eggies packed up and took off to on my R ovary, cuz they not there now!
2 eggies have stuck around for the long haul on my L side, still only 13mm so they haven't grown even a millimeter since Tues, dunno what's goin on there either!
So you could say I'm at witts end and completely clueless!
So Puregon 50iu injection every evening still untill Tues, get to have another Delightfull scan done to see once again whats happening.........
I wonder how far into your cycle you can get before it is seriously too late for an IUI, cuz I recon I'm pushing the envelope on this one!

So still in the game.............atleast for today ;)

Thanks again to everyone for the kind words and support, you girls are delightful, DH and I are back to love'n again thank god, I hate arguments.

Hello to everyone I missed tonight X
Have a great weekend XXXXX

hey everyone :)

murraycod i must say you are a brave person. so many injections. do you have to do them yourself? come on eggies, do what you are supposed to!!!

coco that sounds wonerderful you and df going on dates again. i went and and had coffee and cake with my dh today. it just felt special somehow :)

so, i had my ultrasound today and after all that bleeding none of the retained products have actually come out so i'm booked in for d&c on monday. i am looking forward to it in a weird way, as after this i will be counting down the days till i can ttc again after this. just hope it all goes well :crossfingers:

I'm glad that things are going to work out SPF XX After monday, FRESH START:dance: And no more bleeding! Yay.
Good Luck for Monday babes, will be thinking of you :hug:

DH doesn't mind giving me the Puregon inj cuz we just have to dial it up in a Pen (just like a diabetes insulin pen) so to him it doesn't look like a needle, but he wont go near the Pregnyl.........that is an actual syringe that has to be drawn up, I get one of my friends to do that one. (She a nurse too)

Hey Ladies!
I hope everyone is doing ok today~
i went to visit the Dr and was given the offical aqll clear to TTC again..
I didnt realise how hard it would be to put it into practice tho. Dh and and i decided that we would BD last night and i justcouldnt even do it, i layed there and cried adn i cant even tell you why... i think it was just the thought of actually TTC even tho that wasnt exactly what we were doing... oh i dont know... anyone else have trouble at first?? i really want to have another baby but i just cant seem to do it... any hints??