Scared to test...

[Amaunet]

I'm on cd 27 and am feeling the urge to poas but I'm scared. Scared it will be a bfn and I'll be devastated to not be pregnant (when I should be 25 weeks) and scared if it's a bfp that I will mc again....and I don't think I could do it without completely falling apart. I don't know how to "enjoy" being pregnant anymore but I want desperately to be before May when my due date with Jelly Bean rolls around. I know this is just jumbled and rambled but I need to get it out and no one else seems to understand. I'm not even on a 28 day cycle either so I have no idea when the best time to test is....

Thanks for listening xo

[~Hestia~]

[*Ash*]

Hugs hun. I truly hope that your desire for a BFP before May becomes a reality. I can understand why you are scared. Take care.

[BabyWrangler]

thinking of you, and hoping for the best.

[Ahurani]

[Joeve]

[~Jayne~]

Oh darl, no advice, just hugs. & lots of them. It's such a stressful time from every perspective. We are here when you need us.

[Miss.B]

Oh hun, I totally understand your apprehension and anxiety! It's so hard especially after a m/c. You desperately want to be pg but are scared out of your head if you are because of fear of another m/c. After my m/c, I wanted so badly to be pg again, and when it came to the crunch I totally freaked out and almost missed out on my IVF cycle which was planned well in advance! But I bit the bullet and asked the universe to bless me with a healthy pg and baby, and I got my wish. I wish the same for you hun

B xoxoxoxoxo

[Amaunet]

Thanks so much everyone, your hugs and kind words mean A LOT! I'm going to try and wait till Momday to test and maybe have a valentines pressie for my DH

[MummyDeb]

Big hugs I'm on CD30 and would love to test as well...but just like you I'm scared to test as well...I would of been close to 25 weeks as well