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hi girls.
hope you are all doing well this week. easier end of week for me with my boss being away which is nice. been a rough couple of days lately.
seems to be harder now than it was a few weeks ago. I think i was overly hopeful that i might have been pregnant again by now (wishful thinking!!) or atleast well into my second cycle and up until yesterday no sign of AF which i guess was just frustrating me and getting me down. had a bit of a teary at work yesterday which was embarrassing! hard as well with it now being around the time i would of started showing and when we would have started telling people.
i have had some hope this morning when i just went to the bathroom and there was some pinky-redish mucus when i wiped so hubby and i are very hopeful this is AF coming and we can FINALLY start our month of trying to conceive. I see the doc tmrw so am going to ask him about possibly increasing the Clomid dose to see if it will work better.
fingers crossed this is AF showing up! :pray:
baby dust to every one in TTC
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Hey ladies ... Off for a biopsy this morning ... Very scary stuff.. Went to the doctors yesterday and the lumps in my breasts seemed to be of concern...
And to top it off I think my SIL is pregnant and that really S**** me off! She has just signed up for a 630k mortgage and has no one to rent out her second house. She's too busy to even see us so how is she going to be able to have a baby! She's self employed and her hubby works away and they haven't even been trying.... At all. :( fml!!!
I hope to god that this is my month I'm really starting to get sour with this whole ttc thing...
Sorry about the whoas me vent ladies...
I'll be back on shortly for persies... X
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good luck melzi - i hope everything comes back normal!
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MM - So glad the transfer went well! FX for you that this bub is a sticky!
Shan - GL for your appointment. Really hoping AF goes away, along with the anaemia!
minivini2b - I'm so sorry about your loss :( I also had a missed miscarriage, only discovered at my 12 week scan. It's just devastating isn't it? :( Really praying that your AF comes back soon! *huge hugs* Let us know how the checkup goes
erybery - Wow what you went through for your DD! Hoping your O happens soon! Well done on the weight loss. Maybe book the appt just in case but praying you won't need it!
mummytotwo - yes, my Belly Buddies group (due August 1st - 15th 2011) is not that talkative and I really wish they were because I still keep getting notifications for that thread. So of course I go to read it, cause I'm happy for them and want to make sure everything's going well for them, but at the same time it hurts. I wish they'd start chatting more and make themselves start a new thread so I didn't have the notifications hanging around in my email and it wouldn't be high on the 'participated threads' list on Tapatalk.
melzi19 - Oh hun, I really really hope there is nothing to the lumps! *big hugs* Please let us know how the biopsies went! Um... you *think* your SIL is pregnant? Do you know for sure? Sounds like she is too busy! Don't you hate it when we agonise to TTC, then end up losing it and other people can just go and conceive and have sticky babies when they didn't even want to? Doesn't seem fair!
AFM - nothing much happening here. I'm on CD 8 and I have just been temping away. It keeps zigzagging at the moment, which is weird. I'm just puzzled about my CM cause it doesn't seem to do anything over my entire cycle. I've tried to chart it before but I always find it's the same. I don't notice an obvious variation. TMI but it always seems to be sticky with tiny little white lumps. Now before you say anything about thrush, I've had thrush and it's not like this. Does anyone else get this?
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good luck melzi! I hope the lumps are nothing and just benign. And, um, you're welcome to have a vent post - we all do it!
phee - I would have been in that BB group too with our angel :( You can unsubscribe, then you wont have to deal with the notifications. Doesn't take away the what ifs though does it.
sending lots of sticky vibes your way MM.
Loving you all - the support here is awesome. Just wishing you all big stick bfps very soon, wonderful women like you make wonderful Mums.
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I'm sure it's nothing but hormones etc...
I might not be online for a while.
Sorry ladies :( xx
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Hi ladies, sorry havent been online much, been too sick. Well day 20 (i think) is here and still got AF. Im waiting for the doctor to reopen after lunch to speak to him. Am feeling like dung, am tired and am truly dissapointed with myself!!
Well hope everyones well and welcome to the new ladies
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Shan - hope you got to see your Dr and start to feel better soon... hugs.
Melzi - hugs too, hormones or not, all valid feelings. FX for good results on your bioposy.
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I get my results this arvo......
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Oh.... my breath just caught in my throat... at least you'll know soon enough....
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Hi girls.
Melzi I hope u got some good news at the doctors this arvo.
Shan- 20 days! OMG I'd be going out of my mind! Hope u also get some good news from ur doc.
Afm - well it's definitely AF and I am so relieved! I am feeling so much more positive about everything just knowing we are now in our next month of TTC! The doc has put up the clomid to 100mg for days 2-6 so I'm feeling really optimistic. FX for a 28 cycle and I am so hoping for a BFP at Easter.
Baby dust to everyone!
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Results are in... I have to have a lumpectomy.
Nasty lumps. :( I knew it was something bad :( :cry: I'm shaking so bad...
Then they are going to reassess the situation. And let me know where I stand.
The doc is sending me to a specialist/surgeon.
I'm numb.
I'm 24 this year. I'm not supposed to go through this yet...
Girls, regular breast checks please.... I wish I did. :( :cry:
Going to crawl back into my shell now... Go home and go to bed...
Thanks for the support ladies. xx
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Melzi - thinking of you.... hugs and love. Here if you need to vent.
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Oh melzi, I'm so sorry hun! :hug: 24 is too young! Will the lumpectomy get rid of it?
:pray: for you!
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Oh Melzi! What awful news, you're right you are far too young - any age is too young. Oh I wish I could give you a real hug :hug:
I hope you see a fabulous surgeon who gets you sorted straight away. Oh sweetheart - please don't disappear, I know we'll all want to be there for you through this really awful time.
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Oh melzi - so sorry hun! When is the lumpectomy scheduled? I will pray for you that it can be sorted quickly & successfully.
Pls try & stay positive. As if ttc isn't hard enough that something like this has to be thrown into the mix :(
Thinking of you sweety & pls keep us informed if you want some extra support cos we're all here for you.
Hi to everyone else x
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Hi girls,
Melzi - so sorry you are going through this :(
AFM - still no signs of ovulation, I went to my gp and got a bloodtest form to check ovulation day 21 (which is sunday) so will go monday. If I havent ovulated I will know that the pcos is def back and will prob ring and make an appoint with the gyno! ahhh, I told myself I wasn't going to stress out TTC this time and here I go again! lol
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Erybery, Sunday is my O day too! Hoping you O & we can be TWW buddies :)
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