Angelbabies
I really feel for what you are going through. This is so unfair. I wish I could write something brilliant right now. This is totally wrong. Please take care and know so many of us have you in our thoughts and hearts right now. You have been our rock and I can say for me, an inspiration.
Take care
WTH xx
Angel I'm so sorry and hope your are feeling better its an angel up there waiting to be your little angel I know it :hug:
Jen, plc, issy, molly, krystie, & dellydoo and everyone I missed :hug:
AF came on saturday ... one cycle down two more to go ...
AF showed her ugly face today... :cry:
Oh well, hoping the next cycle will be the right one! By the way, has anyone had any positive experiences with PreSeed? I bought a box and I plan to use it during this cycle.
:grouphug: to everyone in this thread!!
Milla: Sorry about AF, hon! Stupid cow, she is!! :hug: As for PreSeed, I'm pretty sure a few of the girls in here use/have used it, but I have no experience myself. Hope it works for you, darlin!
Just wanted to pop in and give Dellydoo a great big :hug: for tomorrow ... I will be thinking of you as you farewell your beautiful baby boy Charles. I hope it all goes as well as it can.
Dellydoo........Its rare to find a person who regardless of their own tradgedy they are there for others. I read your post and was amaized that someone who is going through what you are going through would have the strength to wish others well.
No words that I could put together would fix what you are going through, no words would ease the pain. Little Charles is up there with all of our little angels looking down at mummy and daddy....... he will be with you tomorrow, just as Cameron and Krystal were with me on the day that we pick up their urn. He will be with you everyday, just as Cameron and Krystal are with me everyday. The way I look at it they are going to owe me so many hugs and kisses when I finally go up above and I ve already told them I m holding them to it. In the mean time if you need to cry ... then cry... even if its one of those ugly ones.... you know.. with the snorting and stuff..... we ve all done them..... they are pretty much the password into this thread..... "Have you done an ugly cry?"...... "well actually yes... I have done many"..... "Ok... you can come in" . Dont underestimate the power of the ugly cry... it can actually help you to feel just a tiny bit better. If you dont want to cry but you feel like yelling and screaming... then do that.... scream as loud as you want.... tell the world your not happy...... Whatever your emotion.. be true to it.... DONT hide it and DONT underplay it... Be honest to what you are feeling.
When the fog lifts, you will know... and then you will know what to do next.
In the meantime... if you feel a little pressure on your shoulder tomorrow ... that will be all of us sitting on your shoulder.... being there for you :grouphug:
Now on a completely different note and I didnt want to put these 2 posts together...... THANK YOU to everyone
Toccara50
Where there's hope
larz
dellydoo
jenushka
smilanatu
plc1805
krystie
jen805
HannahD
Rachel.B
AJC
mollycat
nicksterUK
Mannie2903
Milla
Tam83
Tutmae
Thank You Thank You Thank You... for all your well wishes....... Nickster.... you were partially correct... yes.. . missing in action for a bit but still pretty clear in my heart and mind what is right for me to do now. Please dont underplay the thanks I am sending you all.... I really do mean it from the bottom of my heart.... to read some of your posts had me thinking of that last 10 months that I ve been in this thread.... Nickster... the thoughts of way back when you had a flat tummy and corrected my spelling .... to now... I m booking in next Friday.. to be with you when little bubs makes its way onto this little planet of ours.... AJC... wow... you have been floating around for quite some time as well.... it was like reading all these posts put me back to when I first met each one of you and where you were at the time and where I was...... and I tell you what.... I ve been in here far to bloody long. Ohhh and Nickster... you dont need to worry about my spelling anymore..... I no longer call you teach... cause I have 3 others..... Jen Jen... Krystie and BB correct my spelling ALL the time.... I think maybe sometimes they just dont cause they have started to learn how to "speak" angel and they dont notice it as much.
I am quite conformtable with my decision to move on....... except for one part...... I ve done my fair share of Ugly Cryin.... so if its alright I might hang around in here for a bit...... I need to know that one by one you all leave...... either by finaly having that little baby you want so badly or by deciding to, like me, to change direction. Either path is your decision to make.... but i just wanted to hang around for a while to make sure everyones fine.... its like a book that I dont want to put down until I know there is a happy ending for everyone.
So thank you again to you all.... Where Theres Hope.... Keep the sun shinin hun.... and thank you all for your well wishes.
plc--Hugs and :bellyrubs:
smi--:goodluck: with your decision.... take the time you need to make sure it's the right one for you! :hug:
jenushka--Ooh, :pray: that temp drop at 9DPO was implantation!! Nice spike in your temp, too, at 10DPO!! :crossfingers: Can't wait to see what today's temp brings! Think you'll be able to hold out on POAS for a few more days?
dellydoo--Will be thinking of you today during Charles' memorial.... Angel's right, it's inspiring to see how even during your own grief, you're there to comfort others! :hug: Will say an extra :pray: for you and little Charles today--you're in my heart and thoughts, hon. Don't forget we're here for you if/when you need us! Good luck with your OB check, as well.
MummyO3B--Sending you some mega anti-AF vibes!! :SAAF: 5 days late! I can't believe you haven't tested yet!
larz--Good luck with your upcoming scan! I'm so excited for you to see little Sofia or Sebastian! :leap:
WTH--Hope you're doing well! Thinking of you! :hug:
Toccara--Sorry to hear about AF.... on a lighter note, it brings you that much closer until you begin TTC again. Did you ever get the aspirin, B6, & B12 to see if that helps? Big hugs for you.... hope you're hanging in there!
Milla--Sorry to hear that cow AF showed up---Boo, the witch! I've tried Preseed in the past, and have also read a lot of favorable comments regarding it, so I hope it works for you! It's weird just how much it actually feels like eggwhites!
tut--Hugs, bellyrubs and :stickyvibesgirl: My house is still waiting for you to come make it "reflective"!! May as well put all that energy you apparently have to good use!
Angel--I can't seem to read any of your posts/e-mails anymore without :crying: As always, you're a rock.... here for everyone else, despite what you're going through.... it's no wonder everyone loves you! :hug: But not as much as I do! ;) I'm proud of you for your decision to hang around--I know it's not an easy decision that you've made.... just goes to show how dedicated you are to supporting your friends! You don't have to thank us, Angel, we're only doing for you what you've always done for us! My day will be better in knowing that you're still going to be around...feels like I've been lost without you! :( You're always in my thoughts and :pray: and I'll never give up on your miracle! Sending you a big, huge hug--the kind that squeezes so tight you can't breath and it feels like your ribs are going to snap! Love you always! *kiss*
Krystie--Now all we have to do is get you feeling better so you aren't such a stranger! This m/s has to go! Have you still been taking time off from work? Really hope you feel better soon--I miss you! There's no other Pill Girl quite like you! :hug: Hope you'll be able to at least pop into chat on Friday and say hi! :bellyrubs: for little Chyan!! :stickyvibesgirl:
Hi's and hugs for Van, Chappas, Megsmum, and Easha! Haven't heard from you girls in a while... hope all is well! :hug:
Hey, Katiegirl! If you're still lurking, I just wanted to send you some :bellyrubs: and :stickyvibesgirl: How's that little :babygirl: of yours doing? It's been a while since we've heard from you, it must be getting pretty close for you, huh? Will have to pop into the other thread to get an update on you! Take care, hon!
Hey Jen Jen..... ohhhh I soo have to say this......LOL..... Turn that frown upside down......:cry: :D :dance:
Now as for Krystie... yep.... I know we all love the idea of morning sickness.... I know I did... but poor Krystie.... pretty terrible case of it:sick:
Okay, Angel... here you go, just for you.... :D I even changed my mood smiley in your honor! ;)
Krystie-- Poor girl :( Feel better soon! Here's some anti-m/s vibes for you!!
Hey Jen Jen..... I m hiding out in the Chat room.... why are you still on and not at school... I not be under of standing....... teach:o
OMG - caved this morning and poas at 11 dpo ...... and got a :bfp: !!!
Jenushka- CONGRATULATIONS!!! great news wishing you happy and healthy 9 months:cheer:
Angel- So so sorry to hear what you are going through big:hug:
Dellydoo - Will be thinking of you :hug: dont know what else to say.
Big hello to everyone else!
HI guys thankyou so much for your support i told my partner about this site and he said to say hi! i dont get much support as my family do the whole "you will have another one" and "your young" thing and dont know we have been trying for two years. Anyway im on day 21 of a 28 day cylce and annoyedmy fertility monitor showed no peak although it is the first month using it. I usually have extemely sore nipples from about cd17 but hav nothing at all and hope maybe thats a good sign! weird i know, it should be the other way round but since my d and c i get very heay periods and VERY sore nipples up to 2 weeks before AF and it seems to get worse until this cycle. Anyway I will keep you posted I have one more week of waiting and I hate it! doctors today for my man im excited to start the journey!
Hi everyone, sorry for being so quiet lately! I was just regrouping after my bad news and just so worried about my IVF cycle being cancelled that I just couldn't bear to talk about it :(
Angel Babies - I just wanted to say that I'm so sorry you didn't have any luck with your IUI :comfort: It is just not fair and I hope so much that your dreams come true soon. I know words don't always help, but you're in my thoughts. And thanks so much for your support last week, your PMs were much appreciated.
jenushka - Congratulations!!!
dellydoo - Thinking of you today :hug: Take good care of yourself...
Jen - Cycle buddy! I think we will be close to being cycle buddies again this month?? :)
WTH - Hope you are feeling OK about things today :hug:
Sorry about the miserable attempt at personals, but a big hi to everyone else especially the new ladies :)
AFM, well this cycle has been a complete oddysey (sp?) :rolleyes: But it is looking like it will be salvaged with an IUI, I have 2 follies and only one is mature so it is not worth doing the full IVF. But I have had close to 2 weeks of uncertainty of whether it would be a total bust or not which has taken its toll :( It's been a difficult couple of weeks and I just couldn't bring myself to post all about it. Anyway I have had my 5th (!!) scan this morning and my follie (otherwise known as Fred LOL christened by my ultrasound tech!) is now 17mm and needs to grow 1mm more before we can trigger and do the IUI. So I will have my sixth (!!!!) scan on Friday and hopefully it will be 18mm or more and we can do the IUI this Saturday. So 3 weeks of FSH injections and one month of sniffing Synarel later it looks like we will hobble into the TWW soon. I'm just hoping that nothing else goes wrong between now and Saturday....
Jen - Thanks for the GOOD LUCK, :pray: everything will be ok.
AngelBabies - You are always welcome in here, I'm sure I speak for everyone when I say " we are so glad to have you around, and if you left us we would all miss you too much "
JENUSHKA - CONGRATULAIONS :loveshower: :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy: :stickyvibesgirl: :stickyvibesboy: :cheer:
AFM - 5 days and counting till Nuchal scan:pray: