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joey--:goodluck2: with today's BT results! Praying you get your BFP!!
jenushka--Glad to hear you enjoyed your weekend away... I still find myself staring/glaring unknowingly at pg women--it's just so hard not to wonder why they get to hold their little ones and bring them home, and we weren't! It's hard to find any logic in a m/c, I guess... So glad your DH is "on board" and ready for another try at TTC! I find myself believing that the only thing that will make me "better" is another baby, as well--I don't think I can be truly happy again until I get that BFP--and even then there's no guarantee! All we can do is :pray: and have faith that God is in control and that he's got a plan for us! :hug:
Krystie--Big :hug: right back! I'm so happy that you feel comfortable with us--there's no need to ever feel guilty or embarrased--don't ever forget it! We're all here for you to support you and :cheer: you on! Love you bunches! *kiss* :bellyrubs: for little Chyan!!
Angel, Queen of the Nuff's--Hope you aren't experiencing any nasty side effects from your meds! Sending lot's of hugs and :pink-babydust: :bluedust: Miss you everyday that I don't get to chat with you! *kiss*
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Krystie--Are my eyes deceiving me, or did you POAS again??? :rofl: You are a silly little monkey! :p
Tutmae--Hey you, lady in red, you've been a stranger for WAAAAAAAY too long!! Is the :sick: that bad again? Hope things are going well--sure do miss chatting with you! Keep us posted on how you and your little jelly bean are doing! :hug: :pink-babydust: :bluedust:
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Joey, Babyfever, Jenushka and Jen: THANK YOU!! :hug: I'm trying my best to stay positive I just want these 2-3 months I have to wait to FLY.. I was referred to a doctor that guarantees me that he can help me achieve my dream ( maybe times 2 or 3) I only ask for one.. I won't give up! It hurts.. HELL it hurts!!! no matter if it was 3 weeks, 5 weeks, 40 weeks.. IT HURTS!!! Toccara I feel this with you and pray you too don't lose hope.... I am here for you and with you in all this.:hug:
Jen: Thank you for the birthday wishes.. I felt like I just want to stay home and just do nothing. I have so much to do anyways we are moving and despite all that has happened here I have to start packing.. "carefully" of course as I am cramping so terribly still from the D&C. SUCKS!:(
But many friends have managed to make me smile today and you and all my girls here are just amazing. I feel comfort in all of your messages.
THANK YOU♥
:grouphug:
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Ruthie-:hug: Happy birthday darling. I know its hard to do anything right now because of all that happened. But try to enjoy it a little bit. Is DH got anything planned for you?
Jenushka- Glad you had a good time. Yeah its hard to find that everyone around you is pregnant and have bellies. I thought the malls & stores were bad, But I guess the beach could be just as bad or worse too. :hug:.
Well, My friend that I was talking about came over this morning to get her little miniture bed she loaned us when we had our second child, That you can stick you baby in and put them on your bed in it so they dont suffocate when you sleep with them. She noticed my DH was home and shes like OH did steph tell you were expecting? Hes like ya. Shes like were so excited. When I mentioned that we would be due around that time as well if we were still pregnant shes like OH I'm sorry! Then GET THIS. She said Well atleast you can get pregnnat we know that!! AND WALKED OUT THE DOOR@! WTF?@?!?!? Has anyone ever had someone say that? My husband was like WHOA so insensitive. It was horrible I wanted to cuzz at her..
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Jenushka - I know what you mean about the preg bellies everywhere! And the markets were full of them, and babies, and baby clothes!! Ahhhhhhhh
Babyfever - I'm sure that is a common problem. Some people just don't understand :(
AFM - Back from my blood test. Feeling positive. I think the results will be in by about 9 or 10, but cause I'm in class, I don't know when I'll be able to post the results. Perhaps I'll just put in a BFP post without the details and come back later and fill in the gaps. :D
I woke up in a sweat last night, YAY, :think: this happened a bit when I was preg first time. And last night my boobs were quite sore. This morning they are a little bit, but they get worse of a night. Also woke up TWICE to go to the toilet, normally it's only once in the night. And woke up in the middle of the night feeling a bit queezy. :sick: YAY!! :dance:
Fingers crossed!!! :crossfingers:
:pink-babydust: for everyone out there.
Chat soon!!! :excited:
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Babyfever: Thank you hun.. just didn't do much today... stayed home and did nothing but cry. But it's all ok... a lot of fam called all happy but then remembered what I have just gone through and it turned sour.
Just not a happy day. All is so "recent" still. I know I cannot grieve all my life.. but hopefully as the days pass by I will come more to terms..maybe as the 3 months that I have to wait go by..maybe my hopes will get up as the day get closer to seeing that "special" doctor.
Just want these 3 months to fly.. I want to TTC again with medical help.:pray: I can finally have full term live healthy baby!
Joey: Good luck hun.. for what you describe you sound preggo to me!!:crossfingers::goodluck2::pray::bfp::pink-babydust::bluedust::stickyvibesgirl:
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:bfp::bfp::bfp::bfp::bfp::bfp::bfp:
hCG 69
Progesterone 144.8
11DPO
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HI Ruthie,
Am at work but couldn't help but log on and check the posts today ( I should be working!!!yuk!) anyway I just wanted to check on you and see how you went on Friday. I've read all your posts and can only grieve along with you, you poor darling, I know it will happen for you, you just have to keep believing it, be strong and God will deliver a healthy happy baby to you soon. What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. I read your story and I thought have you tried seeing a natropath? my sister was diagonosed with endometriosis when she was 20 and had to have surgery and all that and thought she would find it difficult to fall pregnant, she was referred to a natropath who deals with woment with fertility issues, my sister was on nasty tasting herbs and a better diet and it took her probably around 4 months after seeing this natropath that she fell pregnant with her first. I also really do recommend acupunture it has helped so many women and Im a true believer in natural therapies. They cured me of Chronic Fatigue and irratible bowel syndrome so there must be something in them that does truly work.
I also wanted to say Happy Birthday, I know it was a sad day for you, but just think of everyone who is thinking of you and sending you lots of happy dust!! to help cheer you up, you were your mum's little miracle so try and stay positive and lets all pray that next birthday we all have big full term baby bumps! hey!!
Toccara - hope you are also staying strong, Im thinking of you too, I hope this time for both of you passes quickly.
Babyfever - no one can know what its like to lose our little angels and I must admit before I lost mine I was positive it wouldn't happen to me, how naive was I. I also look at Pg women's bumps and wish it were me. It will happen we just have to keep positive...
Goodluck Joey!!!!!
as for me, we tried this weekend but as I only finished bleeding last monday and Im sure my hcg levels are still high but dropping I doubt I've even ovulated, I keep wiping and looking for stringy eggwhite but there is either nothing or tiny little bits, Im also maybe babying every morning, temp still fairly high but dropping everyday, we just thought hey practice makes perfect!!! :)
(hmmm best I get some work done!!)
Hope to see lots more BFP's here later on in the day!!
hi to all the other ladies I've missed Jen, Jenushka, Tam, Krystie, Angelbabies everyone have a great day....
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Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Joey Congratulations!!!!!! full steam ahead!!! keep us posted on your progression...I luv to hear all about it!!!
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HIP HIP HOORAY, JOEY!
:dance: Wishing you a happy and healthy pregnancy :dance:
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Mannie-I hope that you ovulated or will soon. I hope to see you get a :bfp: Soon. Big :hug:
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BIG CONGRATS JOEY!!!.. I knew you would have a bfp.. Big :hug:
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Mannie thanks for thinking of my sweetie I have been thinking about a lot and getting my mind 2gather ...
Jen you are so sweet I really hope you get your bub soon you care so much about others you deserve it !!! Love you hun if still have my email please feel free to email me because as of right now I don't want to ttc anymore so I don't think I should be posting here ...
Ruthie I hope you get your bub to as well I now how much you want a baby to hold in your arms and I hope you don't have to wait long as the days go by I feel a little better but I still get so upset that my baby is gone and I will never met her ...
AFM I know longer want to ttc so I won't be posting anymore but I will still be lurking and watching for all tou girls to get those little babies you want !!! I wish you all the best ttc and hope it does not take long ... :hug:
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Joey - a big congrats:dance: BFP YAY!!!
RUTHIE - your still in my thoughts and haven't stoppped thinking about you all weekend, i know it is impossible to feel better so soon but I hope you are a little more at ease this week. sending lots of :hug:
Toccara - I didn't realise you had also lost your little bub, I am so sorry to hear that and sending you lots :hug:
Me - I'm still going ok as far as I can tell, have some anti nausea pills that seem to be working but still feeling really tired and crappy most of the time. Counting down the days till the next u/s which I think is at 12 weeks. Going to see my doctor this afternoon and hope he can reassure me.
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Yay Joey - CONGRATULATIONS ! ! ! Wishing you a very happy & healthy pregnancy! ! !
:pray: this little one is a really sticky one.
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Joey - big big big CONGRATS sweet - :cheer: - well done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jenushka, ruthie, toccara - thinking of you heaps :hug:
toccara - sweet, sorry for your circumstance, understand your decision, please come back when the time is right :hug:
ruthie - birthday wishes for yesterday - my present to you is the warmest hug I can muster
hello lovely ladies - plenty of hugs to go around - I can't help but be a touchy-feely sorta girl :hug:
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Sometimes people say the stupidest things. When I told one of my closest friends that I'd miscarried she actually said "oh well, at least you can have fun trying again". WTF!!! That took the cake for all the stupid comments I've had to put up with over the last few weeks.
Well AF has been and gone. It was a lot harder than I thought it would be. I thought it was a good sign that my body was getting back to normal ( and my GP did confirm that it meant my lining had built back up after the D&C), but it was so painful. I didn't have any pain for the first 3 days and then on the 4th it just came out of nowhere. I've had cramping on the first 1-2 days before, but I actually had sharp stabbing similar to m/c. It just brought all the grief and pain back. It reminded me that things have changed and I'm not the same person I was a few months ago. My body won't ever be the same again. It has been changed by pregnancy and now there is no baby to show for it. Now I'm not sure whether I'm really ready to TTC again. If the pain can reach up and grab you, just when you think you can cope again.
Sorry for the rant...just had to get it out.
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Joey! I am so happy for you! Looks like your instincts were right, there really IS a little bubba growing in your belly! As stressful as the beginning of your pregnancy might be, don't forget to cherish every moment with your baby! Enjoy every second. And in about 8 months give your baby a big hug and kiss for us all!!!
