Hi Clare,

I have been thinking about you. Glad to hear you are back on the mend & back at work. I am feeling exactly the same as you at the moment. Absolutely petrified that it will happen again. I also had one normal cycle and am trying this cycle. I am in the tww and really scared. Part scared of not falling pregnant and mostly scared of getting UTD and waiting to find out if it's another ectopic. The only thing I am reassured by is that because I know that I am in a high risk group, I can monitor the preg from the start and hopefully treat an ectopic before it becomes life threatening. I am trying to keep level headed but it is really tricky. The fact that it happened once before gives you heaps more knowledge for the future. Once I get UTD, I plan to monitor the first few weeks closely with BT & have a couple of early scans. I hope my thoughts and experiences have help a little. Take care