Two week wait support #5

still no AF yet POAS is telling me no baby either...grrr. sick of cramps and no obvious reason for them!!! monday i may book into my GP and ask WTF. good luck for the rest of you lovelies...:bluedust: by the truckload!!!

Hi Karan, Im confused, I thought you said in your post before last, that you had got AF?

If not, i wish you all the luck in the world and I hope she stays away ;)

pbstar, you're very sweet...but you have been as suppotive of me as I have of you. Its wondeful to have people to talk to (we are women after all ;)) especially ones who understand what each other are going through. ThankYOU!

Well ladies, ill be back in 2 weeks....goodluck to you all,

Issy

hi issy, yes i did for a few hours only...then nothing but cramps. still nothing today tho i was due thurs...and still test negative. so i don't know what's happening, no real AF symptoms but no preggy ones either. except for two big fat blind pimples !!!

AF hasnt shown up yet so im a day late......not getting to excited as i can feel it coming........if not here by mon ill do a test first thing tues morning. Fingers crossed she doesnt come

everything crossed for you rainbow girl

Barbara

I just wanted to pop in and wish you all luck for your tww. I will be joining you in a few days and id love to come in and hear that you all got BFP !!!

hugs
treelo

thanks treelo, i'll keep a seat warm for you. one week down one week to go. good luck ladies.

Barbara

definetely out of the TWW beautiful ladies...AF finally made her appearance on sunday morning. more in my blog...

best of luck to everyone still here, and i'm sure i'll be back on the 26th for another ride on the maybe baby emotional rollercoaster....

:pink-babydust: :crossfingers: :bluedust:

Hi everyone - so AF arrived this morning in full vengeance so I'm out for this month. But will be keeping an eye on all of you and wishing you all luck and hope you get your BFP's soon!

Tested again this morning and got at BFN, so I'm out!! AF not due for 2 more days, but can feel her coming on. Here's to next month!!

:bluedust: for all!!

xx

I woke up to spotting this morning...AF isn't due until 23rd...I guess we'll see as the day goes on.

smilanatu - Spotting this early could be implantation? fingers crossed hun !!


Well im apparantly 1dpo, but i dont really believe that. I had loads of EWCM almost 5 days ago which is something that doesnt always happen for me. I have also been using OPK's but am yet to have a positive surge. Sooooooooooooooooo this leaves with the same question i always have - Did i even ovulate????? Guess i will just have to wait and see. I will continue with the OPK's for 3 more days, but i think they are just useless.

My guess is that i O'ed early, and if i did, then i think im covered as we BD'ed a few times. If i O'ed yesterday then i dont hold out much hope for a BFP this month.

hugs
treelo

treelo...that's what I'm praying for! It was light light pink all day...only when I wipe. I am having some lower back pain (nothing excruciating...more like when you've sat too long)

I am 5 DPO so it's still very early...

smilanatu- sounds positive! fingers crossed for you :)

Im praying it is implantation for you hun.

I have been putting off joining the gym for so long, thinking ill just wait till i have this next baby and then ill go nuts. Well I joined on the weekend, i think im slowly getting used to the idea that im not going to be having any more bubs.:(

I am still saving for my tattoo in honour of my angels and best friend, but im getting a small one on the back of my neck next weekend, its the traditional chinese sign for "Mother". It will represent a few things for me, the love i have for my own mother, the joy i get from being a mother, and the fact that i am still a mother to my angels as well as my two boys.

hugs
treelo

Smilanatu - I have everthing crossed for you, like the other girls said it sounds very promising :crossfingers::pray:

Treelo - The tattoo idea "mother" is just beautiful and very sepcial

As for me im out this month AF showed its ugly self this arvo so on to cycle#2. Ill be back in a couple weeks. I rang DH and told hom to get prepared and plenty of rest for a full on month of BD LOL

Goodluck xx

Hi all,
I am not up with all of the shortcuts for explanations, nor am I using Ov prediction kits.
I had a mc in Feb/March and am waiting with bated breath for a BFP this month.
It has been such a long and turbulent road for me and DH. 2yrs+ TTC, then when that BFP appeared just to be taken away, well I was heart broken:(. SO was DH but he copes with things in a different way than what I do.
I am currently about 6DPO so am well into my :2ww:. Ever since the day after OV I have been feeling very seedy and ill. This has happened before and I was told by FS that it was just natures way of playing mind games with me, and that it just showed that I had ovulated well????:dunno:
So I am due for AF on 27th April and I am so scared of what might come. I guess that the next week and a half are going to be the longest ones of all. What am I going to do if I get a BFN again and have to deal with AF. I feel so deflated. Like there is no point to even trying any more. I do have a beautiful DD 3.5 and she is the light of my life, but the yearning inside of me for another baby just wont die down.
Sorry for the depressing long post. I just have no where else to turn anymore. It is like no one understands how hard it is.....
Doesnt help when BFF anounced that she is expecting 3rd (unplanned:angry:) baby, 3 weeks after I would have been due.....
I ask everyone "HOW MUCH ARE WE SUPPOSED TO DEAL WITH???"
Good luch :goodluck2:to all of us who are in the process of TWW. I hope that the elusive :bfp: makes everyone happy.
To those who are having to deal with AF...I am so sorry...I know exactly what it is like. Life is just so unfair...
And lastly to everyone who has gotten the mirraculous BFP this month....:hooray:
Thanks for listening....
Kim

Thank you for all the thoughts and prayers...I'm so nervous!

This morning no pink discharge BUT I feel a tad not really nauseous but sick feeling...I guess (I think it may be from the obsessing I'm doing...LOL) my breasts are tender to the touch (or maybe it's from me poking them to see if they are tender...LOL)

I am obsessing again...pray for me!

Hi ladies! I don't know very many of you (I don't think) but I'm in the TWW for the 8th time - got my fingers crossed for everyone in here (especially you treelo)
I'm kinda hoping I'm not UTD this cycle, as it would cut it way too close to our wedding, but this cycle feels 'different' - it feels like how I was the last time I was UTD and it's kinda worrying!
Take care all :)

LJ - Your such a beautiful soul, its so comforting to see a familiar face yet heartbreaking at the same time. I lost count at 6 but i think its about #9 for me.
Im praying with everything in me that it happens for you and I very soon. DH is slowly getting over it all and starting to think that at our age, we shouldnt be worrying about all this and just focussing on our boys.
Last cycle was 28 days, which is unusual for me, as ive been 26 days for quite a while now. So i may be a few more dpo than my ticker says. I hope i O'ed early because, thats when we bd'ed, because thats when i had EWCM?? Im just hopeing and praying that we dont have to wait much longer.

Hugs to you all
treelo

smilanatu--Just checked this thread for the first time, and there you were! Didn't realize you were also having spotting! Had to laugh about your tender bb's--or at least the fact that you're poking them so much! I've also been poking my bb's too--but mine don't feel tender. They do, however, have a weird tingly feeling. Almost like little shocks of electricity or something... I felt that in my armpits last time--that's the only reason why I noticed it this time! Oh, please, let this be the signs we want them to be! I am definitely praying for you, girl!

:) Morning Jen...I have been giggling at myself! Seems at this point "everything" is a sign huh? I definitely do niot like the waiting game. When are you planning to test...I am trying to decide should I do it 10 DPO which will be Friday or try patience and wait to see if AF is late...the pink discharge was gone yesterday, but lo and behold it's back this morning; only when I wipe though (nothing on pantyliner-tmi). I did notice lastnight that my breasts kind of felt like they did when my milk came in when I was breastfeeding...that heavy feeling...kind of felt like I was going to find the front of my shirt wet (best I can describe it) I also feel icky...I'm not sure if it's nerves or what...anyway...I am praying for you too, I hope we get our prayers answered!

smilanatu--Good morning! I'm happy to see that you're here in the US with me! While it's nice to wake in the am and get to read all the posts from Aust., because of the 17 hours time difference they're asleep during most of our day. I end up bored with no one online! Not sure exactly when I should test. My chart at fertility friend showed that I O's last Wed., which would put me at 7dpo--I'm just not sure how accurate it is because AF only stopped 5 days prior. Plus had some very light spotting that Sun.-Thurs. It was very light, though, didn't even need pantyliner (I don't think there's such a thing as tmi on these threads--think we've heard it all!). Chart shows either test or AF next Thurs. 24th. I had an insane urge to POAS yesterday but wouldn't let myself do it as it's probably too early anyhow. The weird tingly feeling in bb's seems to come and go, and was a little emotional and irritable yesterday, which is how I was last time. I'm so scared that my body's just playing tricks on me, or that I'm trying to see things that aren't there. It's hard because with my first DS I had absolutely no m/s at all. With my second DS I felt sick almost the whole pg, but only felt sick, no vomiting--I only gained 24 lbs. with him b'cuz I could barely eat! Threw up once this last time, but felt pretty icky, though not on a daily basis. So I'm not even sure that I can count on m/s being a sign. And the last time I was so hungry all the time and had insomnia starting the week before I knew I was pg. The insomnia's never really gone away, but last night was REALLY bad--think I slept for only 4 hrs. Will you test today since AF due next Wed? Guess that means I could technically test tomorrow, right? Arrrggghhh! I don't know what to do! Don't know if I can stand to wait until next week, but so scared to get a BFN. Tell me what I should do! :)

I wish I could tell you what to do! I feel your pain as I am in the struggle too. I think I will test Saturday as that is 10 DPO for me (I thought it was Friday, but this dang calendar doesn't have Sundays on it which confused me) ...I will buy the 3 pack so if I get a BFN I can try again when AF is due if its late. I o'd 4/9 also...I have a 26 day cycle what is yours? I didn't have m/s with either of my children so I again know how you feel. I haven't been sleeping well either...I think it is because I am anxious. Keep me posted!

smilanatu--Not too sure how long my cycles normally are, but I m/c on 3/5 and AF arrived on 3/30, so for Mar. is was 25 days. Never really paid much attention before, because I just figured it would happen when it was supposed to. So I'm not sure if this one will be the same or if my body's going to be a little off. Plus I didn't notice any O signs, but I'm not too sure I've ever noticed any signs when O'ing. Maybe I'll test on Sat. with you as long as there's still some signs! The anticipation is killing me!

smilanatu--I'm feeling a little discouraged right now... Went to fertility friend to input the fact that yesterday I experience some watery discharge (Sorry!) and it pops up that yesterday was probably my fertile day! Before it showed that my fertile days were the 6th-8th, now all of a sudden it's saying I was probably the most fertile yesterday :( Haven't BD'd since Mon. 14th. I know that that's only 2 days prior, so technically the spermies could still be there waiting, but I don't know, I just feel a little discouraged right now. DF trying to be optimistic by saying that for a girl your supposed to BD 2-3 days before (this is the one time I actually WANT him to be right!). Makes me wonder if the spotting I had the other day wasn't implantation, but was actually O--do people spot when they're O? Still noticing the weird tingly feeling in bb's and now slightly in armpits, but no more spotting...not since the other day. This is so frustrating--I wish I knew my body better. In regards to the discharge, I usually have quite a bit when I'm pg, so much so that I would find myself always making sure it wasn't blood (b'cuz of prior m/c's), but not sure that I noticed it quite so early on. Feeling pretty stressed out right now, which I know doesn't do me any good, but just being honest about my state of mind right now. Hope you're faring better than I right now! Keep me posted!

Don't be discourage Jen! The pink discharge I was having has ended. Nothing since Tuesday evening, I am still feeling "icky" at times but as I said before it could be nerves from the anticipation. My breasts are sore to touch...I wouldn't even really call them sore more like tender. Still not sleeping well...time will tell...

Take care of you Jen!

I know, I know, I'm really trying. My calendar shows that we only BD'd 6 out of the 11 days since we've been ttc. And I know that all this doesn't mean that I'm not pg right now, I guess I'm just feeling a bit emotional about it all. I guess being so disappointed about it right now will only make me that much happier if I do get a BFP, huh? See, I'm trying to be a little more positive!
This may sound funny, but glad to hear your bb's are tender! lol... Mine don't feel tender at all, but last time I don't think they really started to hurt until like a week after BFP. I'm also still not sleeping well, feeling pretty drained, actually, at the moment. Hope you have a great day, and you're feeling less anxious! Take care!

Hi Jen, its so frustrating when you think you have done it all right, only to be told that its all changed and not as you thought. Im a little in that boat right now. My chart told me I ovulated on a certain day, but i had the ewcm 3 days before. I bd when i had the wecm but not when O day was estimated. I tend to trust my body a little more than a computer generated chart, so im hoping that i got it right, but only time will tell.
I wish i had some answers for you but this ttc is such a game of wait and see, that you cant really be sure until AF arrives or doesnt arrive. Two cycles ago i have spotting around O time, very light pink and only when i wiped. It is possible to spot around O, and can also be a sign of stress. Best of luck, and im hoping that you have a BFP this month.

smilanatu, I have to admit, im getting alittle excited about your signs. I cant wait for you to test, i have a good feeling about you, i think this could be your time !!!!!

hugs
treelo

treelo--Thanks so much for validating my frustration! I don't know why, but it's so much easier when you hear people say they know what you mean! I never really paid much attention to my CM, but yesterday it kept feeling like I had forgotten to wipe after I peed! Back to normal today, though. Usually it gets like that when I'm pg, but didn't think it started this early, which leads me to believe that maybe the dang computer generated chart is right! Guess I'll find out by next week, but it's going to draaaaaaaaaag! How about you--any signs yet, or is 4 DPO too early to tell? My fingers are crossed for us--and for smilanatu--her signs definitely sound promising, don't they? Have a great day!

Hi girls--I gotta go to work, so I don't have time to do personals, but just wanted to say move over I'm joining y'all.

I hope we all get BFP's.

tempus--Yeah, come on over! :) Always good to see a familiar face! We WILL all get BFP's, just you wait and see!

Tempus - the more the merrier sweets, come on in.

Jen - yes definatly too early for any symptoms yet but im glad that i could give you some validation that your not alone and these things happen to all of us.
I have found that throwing myself into my sons football has really helped take my mind off ttc. Im the manager of his U8's team, im also the Registrar of the club, and DH is the coach and vice president of the club. So we are really busy and i dont have alot of time to sit and stress about gettting pregnant, although its never far from my mind.

Our time will come, i have been trying for so long now, that bfn's are pretty much the norm for me, i hope someone is around when i finally do get a BFP because im probably going to pass out !!!!

hugs
treelo

treelo--I think it's so great that you're that involved with your son's sports. I can imagine how time consuming it can be, and how it can offer a reprieve from your stress. We're having a b-day party for my youngest DS, Noah, today. He'll be turning 7 on Tue. I was hoping that the party prep would take my mind off ttc for a while, but it's just so consuming at times, isn't it? But you're right, our time WILL come--but promise me no passing out! You'll get your BFP! :)

No symptoms AF or otherwise today...HPT = BFN! Maybe I'll try again on Monday...or maybe I'll wait and see if AF rears its ugly head Wednesday...

smilanatu--Was just about to check on you--was worried about you yesterday, since you seemed so discouraged. Sorry about your BFN, but don't give up, at least there's no AF symptoms! Chin up, honey, it's not over till AF rears her ugly head (Boo, witch, stay away!).

Hey Jen i didnt realise we were on the same cycle day!! wow iv never had that with anyone yet. Its going to be a big day at football today, DH and i are in charge and there are 5 games. I hope the bday party goes well, i find bday parties really stressfull !! I used to give them a party every year but last year i decided that they could have a really big party each and then nothing for 2 years. Cooper had a wild life presenter come to our house with about 20 different animals - snakes, a baby crocodile, lizards, birds and all that sort of stuff. And Lawson went to a horse riding place. So no organising for me.
Well i better get ready for the day...... We get to test soooooon So hang in there !!

smilanatu - STAY AWAY AF !!!!!! You are not wanted here :p

take care
treelo

Hi ladies - i've met most of u already but for those i haven't - a big hello!! and wishing everyone here :goodluck2: and sticky sticky vibes!!!!!

This is my first time officially in this thread so it's nice to be able to wait with you all - :grouphug:!!!

Hey plc--Great to have you here!

treelo--Hey cycle buddy! I noticed about a week ago that we're on the same cycle day--maybe this will bring us luck! And smilanatu is only 2 days ahead of us! Oh, and look, plc is only 5 days behind us, so we're all really close in days. Would be so cool to all end up pg together!

B-day party went well, but I'm soooo glad it's over! 19 kids showed, and it's a good thing that the others didn't show because the cake was gone, and we went through 2 gallons of ice cream! We put up a bounce house and a zip line, and it was at the park, so there were swings, basketball court, and a playground. It was a big success. Noah is passed out on the couch as we "speak", and it's only 6:20! He camped out front in a tent with 2 friends and his older brother last night, and they were up late, then up early this am.

Glad we're all in this together! :)

smilanatu--Thinking about you! Hope you're doing well, having lots of pg signs, and AF is keeping away! :)

Hi tempus!

smilanatu--Hey BD buddy, how's it going today?