Hi ladies,
I just want to thank each and every one of you for your beautiful comments, you seriously bought tears to my eyes

Castle, Yes I named my little angel. His name is Ataahua. His father is Maori and in his language it means "Beautiful" I also got this tattooed on my back with his birthdate underneath.

Lynn, Im so sorry to hear of your loss. Do you mind if I asked how it happened?
I'm so happy to hear your pregnant again and Im sending so many your way. All the best for a H&H 9 months!

Mel, Im so sorry to hear of your loss. Its such a tragedy that many of the women on here have to meet and bond under such horrible circumstances but in the end it will make us all stronger, I truly believe that. I hope to hear you have gotten your miracle in the near future and that we may bond over happier circumstances.

As I said before ladies, I really appreciate all of you taking the time to read and comment on my post, thank you so much for your kind words and support. I really didnt expect such replies when I posted it I just kinda needed to vent.
I hope I can speak to you all again in the pregnancy announcements VERY soon