Hi EnglishRose

Sorry to hear about the loss of your little man Ataahua. Thanks for sharing your story. What a terrible experience for anyone to go through but especially since you were so young and having the relationship problems that you had at the time. I am sure it did not help. :hugs:

But by the sounds of it you are a mature, wise, strong (i can mention more but my brain can't think) person which is what these experiences make us (even more so) i guess. When i read through these posts underneath it all we all feel the same, just at different (sometimes the same) times in our journey.

Unfortunately we are the ones that are here talking about our past and future and what it will bring for us....how many people think so deeply about this ?

I wish you all the best in your TTC and hope that you like the other girls in the same situation can get UTD very soon so we can all have our babies together...there are going to be so many birthday parties to go to !