TTC after Late Loss, Recurrent Miscarriage or Stillbirth ~ #4 2011

Hello lovely ladies!

Just popping my head in, to say a huge hello to everyone! You know I'm always stalking, stalking, stalking......living my life through you, lol. Why can't my DF realise I'm getting TOO OLD if I want to TTC again!!!!!! Stupid men :wall:

Anyhoo, this isn't about me, just wanted to say I hope each and every one of you stays here for the least possible time and you're UTD soon and are whingeing about m/s heheheheheheheheehe :pray:

A special hello to mummydreamer, GL in your TTC journey hun! It will be hard, stressful, nail bitting, looking for those damn 'calm me down' pills all the time, lol, but it's so worth it in the end. I know you can do it hun, and I'll be egging you on :p
Your angel Josiah is often on my mind :hug:

Hello Skybie (my DF needs a talkiing to as well :wall: and I love your Jack's picture too, he's such a handsome wee man), Gigi, Tash, beautiful busy Dory (now with new responsibilities :)), Cheryl (yay for 24 weeks!!!!!!), Ahurani (so proud of you hun for having Hayley's pic in here, she's so precious), Blessed (I love your moody self!!), Freya, LnD (how are you going sweets?), gosh I hope I didn't miss anyone!

Finally, my big bucket of :bluedust::pink-babydust: is coming you way!

Big hugs and lots of love,
B xoxoxox

HI all,
Sorry I haven't been in for a while. I hadn't realised a new thread had started and we've been away on holidays. I don't have time (after sitting here catching up) to write things to all but I will say it sounds pretty positive all 'round in here atm which is great.
I am now 18.3 weeks with little squirt and even though I am stressed something will go wrong all is good. It's great to read all your stories. Hopefully I'll have time between horse work and house work to catch up properly soon
Kate

Kate - I don't know how you manage to sound so calm..... well done and hugs to you and your bumple.

Chez - good to hear about a nice day and also getting to use the ensuite again...

Miss B - good to hear from you..... doesn't DH want to have the extra BD'ing that comes with TTC? Interestingly this time around my DH needed no words of encouragement to TTC again. In fairness to him he's only ever said no once, and he explained that it was because he couldn't bear to see me go through loss again. He rarely says no to me, so it made it listen. But clearly we were able to work on that and I was able to reassure him we would be ok, whatever came our way.

Gi - how are your renno's going?

Just a quick note about my new responsibilities. I will not be moderating in any threads in which I am currently active. I think it's a conflict and can only lead to heartache for everyone. I have some very dear friends in this thread and I want to try to maintain my friendships ... and I don't want my friends to think I'm "policing" them. That's no way to maintain a friendship. I also can't talk about any mod stuff, but that's ok with me. So when I'm here, I am pretty much myself.

Hey ladies just a quick post from me.

Hope everyone's well.

I'm alright, bit sore but that's to be expected. Focussing on my business - and study! And back to work tomorrow. Light duties.

I wanna see heaps of bfps in here the next time I'm in.

Hope you're all doing fab! Big hugs to all ...


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Hey LnD - great to hear from you - thanks for popping in and letting us know you're ok after your op. Be gentle on yourself.

How are you dory?

And my gals, skybie, miss b and Gigi and blessed ?


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Hi Girls,

Great to hear from you Kate...well done for doing so well babe. Keep going. Are you feeling bubs yet?

Chez, good to here you are still with us and keeping busy.

LnD, thank goodness it all went well and you are on the mend. When do you have to go for the follow up and discuss results etc? Take it easy hun.

MissB, I simply love having you around. Happy to live out your fantasies love. Are you TTCing again or leaving it for a bit longer.

Dory, hey hun, i can completely understand your mod choices to keep this place safe for you too. Sorry i have asked you questions re the mod...i get that you can talk about it. All good here. I am just so proud...it must take a little extra of you and i know that can be hard.

AFM- Renos happenign very slowly...bit by bit. I am very sore right now...yoga junky this week has meant that the smallest of things are hurting me LOL. Like putting my foot from the accelerator to the brake...ouch. So very funny and i can not wait for my muscles to catch up.
Anyway Dh is off today and tomorrow so i will be short. CD13...need i say more. Although not having any ov symptom just yet...might have to have some fun i my body can take it. xoxo

Sorry for those i have missed. Love to all and hope this month is a goer!

Just a quick one from me. Sorry for no persies.

NT scan went well. T21 risk is 1 in 6200 which is apparently the risk of a 15 year old. Very different to my maternal age risk of 1 in 140! Bub was bumping around. All looks normal so far, though it's too early to tell re: genetic issues. If the T21 risk had been 1 in 300 or lower, we would have gone for a cvs as we would have done that anyway. As it is, we'll skip it and keep hoping everything is OK.

Now I suppose we'll come out of the closet. How scary!

I know you ladies will understand - it's weird feeling happy about this and still grieving our little boy. We'll take the good news, but that sadness will always be there.

Tashybabe, great results hun!
Hi miss.b and kateo!
Hi everyone else too.

AFM, super excited about being so close to O time. still havent hot the go ahead from DF, but i always get what i want so its all good. Been having some period like cramping, am really hoping im not ovulating earlier than i should be :(
Girls are tring to kill each other, thnik theyre going stir crazy from being stuck here because theyre sick, Squid bit my inner arm yesterday and has left a pretty awesome look bruise!

Tash- Great news babe. Yep I can understand the happy sad feelings, makes complete sense to me. It will always be that way i think. ONe step at a time now and we will stay here hoping with you that al is fine. Those results are just awesome.

Sky- Go for it girl. bring home the BFP. The gates are open.....!!!!

Off to the shops, no food in the house. xoxo

Hi everyone,

CD5 for me, last clomid tablet tomorrow.. I feel good, no bloating or anything. I have to go to belly dancing tonight, I soooo can't be bothered but I will make myself go, I don't want to be lazy lol.. Looking forward to school hols coming up. I will try and get some extra shifts at work, I will hopefully work the public hols over Easter.. Double time baby!! I need the $$! I will try and have some days to relax too though.. We started palliative care as a subject today. I think it's going to be a heavy subject, all about death, grief, coping with grieving families etc.. It triggers when I was the grieving family.. Oh well, I'll get through it, I just hope it doesn't trigger too much.

Kate and tash: congrats :)

Blessed- where kinda cycle buddies this cycle!

I'm on cd4... 3rd clomid pill today. I've had headaches and dull cramps hot flushes in the face only??? Weird but ok.

2 more pills to go! Then daily bt's till they see the LH rise!

Hope everyone's well I want to see a bfp from you skybie! Xxx and all you gals!!


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Kate, woohoo for 18.3 weeks hun!!!

Gigi, ouch about the muscle pain!! Yoga......brings bad memories here! hahaha. You look after yourself hun! Bring on the 'O' I say!!!!!!!

Blessed & LnD, GL in your clomid cycles ladies!! Have my fingers and toes crossed for you ladies!!!!!!! I CAN cross my toes, lol.

Skybie, you make me laugh hun. I usually get what I want from my DF here as well! lol. I usually threaten him with 'we're still not married' thing, and he just co operates! GL with your 'O' this month!!

Dory, BD'ing is for fun only here! hahaha. Not that I'm getting much these days ;) I think DF is slooooooooooooooooooooooooooowly warming up to the idea of a new cycle of IVF though........the other day we were at a shopping centre and a preggy woman was pushing a toddler in the pram, and he says, are you sure you're ready for another one! Hell yeah!!!!!! Does he EVER listen to me? :wall:

Big hugs and kisses to all and wishing everyone lots and lots of luck and babydust in your current cycle :pray::crossfingers::goodluck:

Mwah!

ahhhh the vagina wins out again! he said yes ;)

Skybie - lol, of course it does!

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Blessed & LnD, GL in your clomid cycles ladies!! Have my fingers and toes crossed for you ladies!!!!!!! I CAN cross my toes, lol.

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Thanks Miss B, I too will have everything crossed.. Except my legs ;)

Thanks miss b :) xx


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GRRRRRRRR so annoyed, that cramping i said i was having the past few days? i think i might be getting my period AGAIN!! TMI but i woke up this morning and have really really brown gritty blood. hoping its just left overs, but not feeling confident