Long story cut short.

DD's labour was long and traumatic (43 hours and I was scared). I had her father present at times as well as his mother. I was young a treated like an imbecile.

This time I want things to Be different. The father of the baby won't be present so really there isn't anyone. A friend has offered but I'm not 100% sure about that. DD will require looking after by my sister or friends and I guess I want someone there to support me.

I've found a student doula in my area who is very nice, but I'm just wondering what they will do, if it's what I need, and I guess will it be beneficial.

Im already petrified about the whole experience!