I have decided that I need to wean my DD completely, she has been day weaned for a while but I have still been feeding her all night long, I have been saying for the last year that I need to wean so I can fall pregnant again but I just havent been able to do it. Anyway I have decided that I need to wean now, my DD turned 2 4 days ago and im desperate to have another newborn before shes 3!
She hasnt had a feed for 24 hrs now and is doing really well surprisingly, but Im not I cant stop crying, I dont think its my hormones going crazy cos I was crying before my body missed a feed just thinking about it! I feel like someone has died!! I am balling my eyes out now Im so not ready to wean but i really dont think i ever will be. My boobs are absolutely exploding and are really sore and all I want to do is have her feed, the relief wld be amazing! ..but I cant.. I know I really have to do this. I cant really talk to anyone about it in real life cos it sounds so stupid! I wld never have understood how sad it wld be weaning before I breastfed a toddler. I loved it so much.. if I didnt want to fall pregnant so much I wld feed her forever I think.

Has anyone else been like this??! How long does it take to start feeling better?? And do i just let my boobs adjust naturally or is there something I can do to dry my milk up quicker??

TIA xxxxx