I turned 30 a couple of years ago and I originally really wanted to celebrate and spent ages thinking about what I could do. I hadn't had a baby shower, hens or anything like that. But as we got closer it got harder, all my friends were either heavily pregnant (like myself!) or had newborns, my sister and I weren't getting along either. In the end I just went away for a couple of days with my husband.

I know how it feels when you're under pressure but your heart isn't in it. I hope you have a lovely birthday