Its good to hear you're still keeping in the know, Rachel, sorry to hear you are not in an emotional happy place ATM. Have you spoken to someone ( grief counselling???)

Kate, I have been pg or Bf for 3 yrs straight, and only had 12 months off prior to that ( where I was pg or BF for over 2 yrs) Basically my body has not been so for a long time, always having to consider the other person, living off or in it!!!! And will most likely be waiting another year before I might actually get it returned to me !!!!

Hay, ewww at the sneeze, Dion hasnt done that, but thinks its really fun to blow rasberries with a mouthful!!!

Beckles, as you know Dion was 4625gm born, but hasnt put on heaps of weight, but is still 8.3kg ( at 6 month check) I wore the twins a lot longer ( born 2115, and 2110) so they took ages til they were too heavy ( and I was heaps younger too!!!) Know what you mean about the tired and old body, I caould have 20 kids, IF I could afford it, and if it didnt wear me out!!!!