Pantha - I agree that it sounds like reflux. George has silent reflux so he doesnt throw up, but after drinking for a little bit he used to scream during feeds. I could tell he was hungry because he would suck really hard, but after 2 sucks he would scream again. He was also drinking less than normal, and became very irritable. The doctor put him on Zantac which solved all our issues, but because the dosage is based on the baby's weight, every 2 weeks we notice it playing up again - we take him to the GP, she weighs him and adjusts the dosage. Within a day, he is fine again.

As for the PND, just remind yourself that you have got through this before so you can do it again. There's no shame in it and getting help... just do whatever you need to be healthy and feel good about yourself. After getting some counselling I feel 1000 times better than I did in those first couple of months. I feel like ME again, and I needed that so I could bond with George properly.

Bec - I'm sure you'll be fine. He is just down the road and you can call to check in as many times as you like. You may even find you enjoy the time on your own. I know I love when DH takes George out or my mum babysits. Sometimes it feels good to be able to do things without a pram and nappy bag and baby to carry around.

Chuckie - the first few times hurt for me too... actually its still not completely normal. It takes a while before he can go all the way in IYKWIM? I think it's because we're not as lubricated as we used to be, for a while.