Hi Ladies,

Amy Thanks for the sympathy and I must admit to LMAO about your comment about my boobs.... there is a light side to everything isn't there. Isn't that strange that strange that phoebe refused to feed after so long. Just when you get them figured out they go and do something like that. I spend my life trying to get Jemima to space out her feeds just a little and not spend all of her waking life attatched to my boob. So I can relate it would feel weird if she refused it.

Naomi- Sorry to here hormones and AF still playing up on you. I was on the implant for 3.5 yrs before i finally went off it 6months before we got preg and it seriously played with me at the end.... it was so nice just to go 'a la natural' for awhile so enjoy feeling normal again... I hope it all settles down and you feel better.

Nialda- Glad to here that Lachie had a good b'day and enjoyed his cake... You know he won't remember whether it was perfect, he may think when he is older and looks back, that he had a super, who whilst she couldn't really do that sorta thing well, still pulled out all stops and made his b'day special.. Go super mummy

Well after lasts nights fiasco Jemima had a reasonable night. she slept from 9-3.30 and then till 5.30 then 7 then 10...... she has spent most of the day on and off the boob and has been falling asleep but lasting at longest 45 mins before waking herself up again..... I'm not sure why, I wonder if I have her rugged up to much. I have managed to do 2 baskets of ironing and clean the kitchen. J has finally fallen to sleep when i wanted to go out and get some meat for tea. Oh well, maybe we will have to have chicken.

DH had his first day starting in his new job today at the local emergency department. I'm glad to get him out of under foot in dome ways and he has been really bad in his last job for sitting around and not excersising cos so much of it was 'on call' work. So i am really looking forward to us eating more healthily and getting fitter. He's a bit of an all or nothing guy, so whilst he wasn't excersising as much he has been eating really naughty and i am feeling so sluggish and ready for a change so I hope the increased work rate of being in a busy job will help him to want to improve his lifestyle again

Anyway i can hear her stiring again... only 30 mins that time must go

Bella