Morning

DF went back to work today. I cried when he left. Stupid hormones. I miss him.

Aidan is sleeping. Should be up soonish. Still cant express more than 20mls, even when my breasts are full and heavy. But I keep filling my breast pads to the point where Ill wake up leaking all over myself. Would this be because he doesnt have set feeding times? It just feels like such a waste and I want to wring out the pads to save the milk!!

My goal for today is to find the motivation to fold/iron the mountain of clothes Ive been hiding/ignoring in my study. Its funny cause I have no problem doing all the baby's stuff, because its new and cute. But the rest of the clothes are all still sitting in the baskets...