Nicole - so sorry to hear that the CSF has increased - hoping you can get a preliminary answer next week

Amy - yay for the first day being a good one - it sounds like this job is a good fit for you! i understand how hard the decision to put P in care is - we went through the process of working out which care to put E in before she was born, but my parents have said they want to have her (as has SIL, so it could be interesting lol) - mum and dad reasoned that they know how crippling my migraines are when they hit, and that i actually have a decent employer who will swap my work days, but day care wont... plus when we initially talked, DH was working away, so we didn't want her in care if daddy was home...

not a lot else - am feeling really flat - need to find some sort of boost before it starts rubbing off on the poppet