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Natty that's so funny I'm 25 this year I feel about 35 though
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So the other day I found out my gramps has prostate cancer and it's spread to his bones then tonight I found out my grandad is in hospital cos he had another stroke it's like his 3/4 blinken old ppl :(
Re: Babies born~November 16th-30th 2009 #3
I know I've always been super close with my grandad and grandma I lived with them when I was 3 for a few months while my mum went travelling spent a week at there house every school holidays even lived with them a couple times while I was a teenager, the problem is I still think of him as the person I knew 15 years ago so I don't really comprehend the fact ppl get old, in Monika land I know my life is going on my I still think of ppl in the same way I first met them like they don't age just me, they're like parents to me so I'm not looking forward to when they pass and I'm already sad cos he's basically blind so never got to see hunter and serenity and niesha was his favourite and he can't see her face anymore which I know devastates him that he's missing out on them
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Awwww Alison ur doing a great job
Sent thingy today i think serenity is teething or unwell cos last night she just was constantly on my boob so I got stuff all sleep
Re: Babies born~November 16th-30th 2009 #3
Hi all well I'm sooooo depressed and upset right now it's not funny!!!!!!! My mum called earlier and told me the Dr's think my grandad has about a week left, he had his last stroke last Thursday and he can't swallow anymore, doesn't realise your there just sleeps most the day has bad gastro and they think mayby pnemonia, I'm so devastated he's my hero he's been like a dad to me my whole life and I can't imagine never seeing him again...gonna see him tomorrow to say goodbye though I'm not sure how I will go, I feel like my whole world has come crashing down
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I'm so glad I went to see my grandad it made me realise that I don't want him to stay alive just so I an see him he's just not himself lying there on morphene he has a slight fever with pnemonia which there not going to treat cos even if he got better he would not have any quality of life vos his first couple strokes were blood clot ones where this one was a bleed out