Hi Girls!
Hi Ubbs - photos went great thanks, I think I managed to cover up the big grogan on my face lol! Typical timing huh.
Hi Mon - that's lovely, I love that song. Oh and don't feel bad for continuing on, he had a wonderful life I'm sure, everyone's life ends eventually (unfortunately!).....as long as he had a happy one and a long one then try not to dwell on it too much. After seeing this tiny coffin the other day I realised that to get to live your life and live to an old age is so lucky really, some don't even make it that far, very sad when people die young isn't it. My only wish is to not end up like my nana in a home with dementure, I'd rather be gone than like that to be honest. Anyway, cheer up mate, your grandad would want you to be happy not sad. :hug:
AFM - I can't stop thinking about Mikayla girls can you? It's just so darn sad....I don't condone suicide of course but I think I can kind of understand why she would've got to that point, can you imagine losing baby after baby, it has to take it's toll on her mental state eventually, let alone physically. I really hope she comes out the other end of this ok, it's just too sad for words.
Photo shoot went well yesterday afternoon, got some lovely pics. These people do a fab job, you get to keep the disc with all the photos they take on them and do what you want with them which is fantastic. We just had to buy a package to do that, spent $500 on a framed pic (woops) but we get 4 pics in the frame so it's going to look great. Amelia got a little cranky at the end as she was due a sleep but we got some lovely pics. We ended up keeping them simple, we didn't use any props or bows in hair or anything, DH wasn't keen on doing her up so to speak and I'm glad now as she looks just like a baby in them......I think sometimes they can look a bit over done with the props and things but each to their own. The fact she had a little tutu skirt on for some of them was enough I thought.....she just had that and no top on, was really sweet. I just had her in her little strawberries outfit for the others. I on the other hand realised how ugly I am these days lol....my nose is so pointy like my mums and I was so concerned about the old double chin showing. We really didn't want any ****y posey shots so we tried to keep them relaxed...I'm not the most photogenic person!!!!
Oh and we reverted back to the 5 feeds routine yesterday/last night and she slept 10 hours again without waking up! I did hear her stirring at some point, she makes these little talking/pre-crying whingey noises but I just let her go and she settled back to sleep. Yay, thank goodness for that, I did not enjoy the 2 nights before that and just glad to get back on track. We'll try again when she starts solids, no rush huh! DH also bought me a new camera yesterday, online so it's not here yet - it's a Canon Powershot, it's like an SLR, soooo can't wait to get it and take some decent pics. I hate the camera we have at the moment, it's so slow so by the time it takes the pic the moment is gone! Like Amelia rolling yesterday, it's just too slow!
Have a great day girls. :)
