Please tell me there are other mums out there who feel terrible about nearly drowing their new born baby?

I feel horrid! he cried for ages after i pulled him out.

I turned him over to do his back and his head was dangeling in the water without me knowing, poor little mite was as scared as i was.

now im stressing as i do, after all his complications with wet lung and breathing at birth, not to mention he has the start of a cough. I hope he will be OK

I hate myself this evening