I hope it's over and done with without too much more fuss

My first period after *my mum* had one of her miscarriages (Xmas baby, as I named him/her, because they were lost on Xmas Eve ) freaked me out. I think it might have been because I'd been having nightmares about how it happened. I was the one who called the ambulance and had to ask her if she'd passed the baby (I had never really thought about that part of a miscarriage) and the period was visually similar to my nightmares because it was heavier than usual. I was sitting on the same loo as well. I just tried to get clean-up and pad changing done as quickly as possible so as to not have to look at the blood and small clots for too long