No words for you hun just a big hug and some tears.
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No words for you hun just a big hug and some tears.
BG, sending you a huge squishy hug huni :hug:
today has been tough. i've had that feeling of needing to cry - you know the one - where everything is just bubbling below the surface. DH and i have spent a lot of time just being together in the garden (much to my disgust - used the secateurs so much i have blisters on three of my fingers!). we're not having a roast tonight - having a SC braise meal - but it smells divine anyway! am struggling to think positively today, but a lot of that is not related to the EDD - a lot of other things going on that i just can't get my head around properly - not least of which was the fact i sent a text message to my dad for his birthday, wishing him a happy birthday from us, and telling him i wouldn't ring him, as i was struggling and not in a chatty mood today - all i got back was OK. no recognition of what today means to us. it's not like they don't know - i mentioned it last week ffs! mum asked if i'd be visiting dad for his birthday and i reminded her of what today was...
i just want to thank you all for your thoughts. i will get through today, and move forward to the next transfer. i'm so very grateful to those of you who sms'd me this morning (and woke me up :p ) just to let me know you were thinking of us - it made a difference that i just can't put into words
:grouphug:
I thought you'd be up at 7.30 Woops
it was 7.43 on my day off (just checked my phone when BW asked) - of course i wasn't up! but hunny, knowing you were thinking of me was worth opening my eyes to read it i promise - the thoughts were worth sacrificing my sleep!
It was the EDD for my 2nd loss last year (3rd in total) on Monday. I managed pretty well, got through work OK but lost it a bit that night. Much better handled than the previous EDD though. No one has remembered any of my EDD's not even my DF so it's something I've always suffered alone with. People don't know how to react to this particular situation so it's understandable that they say nothing.
I hope you start to feel better soon and I have a feeling it will be 4th time lucky for you.
briggsy's girl--You're in my thoughts today! Sending you a huge hug....