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[teddy123]

we'd just got used to the idea then it was all ova in hours i really wanted it i dnt no how my partner feels all i no is it hurts him too which is wat i forget about, sumtimes it jus feels like it only happened to me. i was 8 week wen it died i dint fin out till i was about 11- 13 week i think, its jus depressing to think id carrried him for another few weeks, but we had only found out about im 4 weeks ago and had jus got used to him bein inside n planning for him n making sure i was lookin after im. id been bleeding for 4 weeks on n off , i went to the doctor at first she sed it was normal i was so gutted wen they told me ther was no heartbeat