Hello everyone

I am here today to ask for some kind words, some of you know that I lost my baby in Feb this year. It still hurts, but I had been coping. One of my 'outer' friends from Toddler group found out she was expecting at the same time as me, both of us with our 5th child. She was really sad and supportive when I lost my bubs.
I found it hard to be around her at toddler group, we were both due mid sept 2010. However, she hadn't been for a few weeks which was unlike her. I was worried, I hadn't seen her in town much either.
I found out today that her little bubs had died at 22 weeks.

I ran around the town getting every single one of the flowers she loves and asked her sister to deliver them.

I have not stopped crying all evening and I don't know how to be strong enough to support her when she feels ready to face the world. As she is a friend I only see at toddlers I am not sure what to do, I want her to know that I care, but at the moment I am still a wreck!

I have passed on this web address and my mobile number, I know that I have had so much support from here.

My other good friend is due to have an elective C- section due to low lying placenta and two friends at work are both due mid Sept 2010. I am completely worried about them all at the moment.

I asked my sister today if it was something to do with me because babies keep dying around me, I think maybe my hormones are still messed up!

Thanks for listening to my emotional rambles,
Just pray that there is some good news soon