I went for my NT scan last wednesday, all had been good, a dating scan at 7 weeks showed everything healthy & good heartbeat, but at the ultrasound we were told our baby had stopped growing at 10weeks5days. We were devastated. They are saying it was from a neural tube defect. I had a D&C on friday morning, and have never felt so empty and lost. Physically i have had minimal bleeding & no cramping but as of yesterday my boobs are killing me with these surges of pain, i know it's all hormones doing there thing......
My ob started me on 5mg Folic acid tablets & i see him for a follow up on thursday.
I can barely stop crying and just am so, so lost. I know it will get better in time but at the moment i just can't see that far ahead. Thanks for listening, just had to write it down, as at times it still feels so surreal that this has actually happened. Hugs to all xx
Again hun, I am so so sorry for your loss. I hope you find the answers you need for your next pregnancy. Allow yourself this time to grieve. Know that your little bundle is looking down on you.
Honey I am so so sorry you have to go through this, I've been there a just want you to know you will get through it. Just be kind to yourself and give yourself time to grieve, don't try and suck it in, let yourself feel it and work your way through it you can't go around it.
Big hug sweetie!!!!
Missy
I am so lost....
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