Longing

**Frosty's mum** · August 21st, 2009, 09:39 AM

We lost our little boy at 14 weeks and 4 days on 17th Aug 2009.

Thank you for the joy you've given me for the last 11 weeks, you know I was too scared to rejoice when we had the BFP, then seeing your heartbeat for the first time at 6 weeks. I fell in love when you waved at us during the 13 weeks scan just over a week ago. I know I bought you some pink clothes last week but we can keep that for your little sister. You've made mumma so happy in the last two months even when we're going through so much dramas at the time. The happiness knowing that I have you with me made me deal with the rest of the world without fear. When I saw you for the first time in the doctor's basin, I thought you looked so perfect with your little fingers and toes. But I didn't want you to come now, I wanted you warm and alive in February. I now dream of you smiling, laughing, and shrieking around the house chasing the cat.

Mummy has to make peace letting you go when you have to. Toasting you with my double expresso, brie and ham sandwich, sushi without heartburn. I know Frosty will keep you in good company. Mummy loves you heaps my little Benji bear.

**diannescruffy** · August 21st, 2009, 09:44 AM

I'm so very sorry for the loss of your precious angel. May you hold those memories close to your heart.

Regards,
Dianne
Emmanuel born sleeping @24wks
Trisomy 13

**Liviam** · August 21st, 2009, 10:40 AM

I'm so sorry for the loss of your little angel. May he rest in peace.

**Marlene** · August 21st, 2009, 11:12 AM

Such beautiful words.

I am so sorry for your loss.

**Manhattan** · August 21st, 2009, 11:18 AM

I am so sorry for your loss

Thank you for sharing that with us, it was beautiful.

RIP precious Benjamin - much loved by your mummy & daddy

**~breeze~** · August 21st, 2009, 11:18 AM

I'm so sorry for your loss

**cherie26** · August 21st, 2009, 11:25 AM

I am so sorry for the loss of your little Benjamin. Take care and keep those precious memories close.

**nicjay** · August 21st, 2009, 12:02 PM

Frosty's Mum, I am so very sorry for your loss

I know there is very little that can be said to ease the pain, but you and your family are in my thoughts.

Please take care of yourself while you heal

March 07 (5 weeks)

October 07 (12 weeks)

**Jas** · August 21st, 2009, 12:07 PM

I am so sorry for your loss

**Samcougar** · August 21st, 2009, 04:08 PM

What lovely words, I am so sorry for your loss.

**AliB** · August 21st, 2009, 04:12 PM

Frosty's mum

I am 14 + 4 today and reading about your loss has torn my heart out. I'm so sorry for you and DH, I cannot imagine how I would cope and you seem so brave. Although we all try not to get our 'hopes up', once you pass each milestone it is impossible not to fall deeply in love with your bub and with your dreams for the future, isn't it.

Thinking of you and your angel baby in your time of grieving xo