Oh my love I am so sad and so heartbroken to read your post...

Congratulations on birthing your daughters - what beautiful names they have...

I understand well the trauma of premature birth & the anxiety and stress that NICU brings with it. I can imagine just how devastating this time is. The utter emptiness and shock you must be feeling.

Nothing I am saying is sounding the way I want it to sound - but please know your babies and you are in my prayers tonight. We are here to support you - there are many here on BB who have some understanding of how you might feel.

There is another member who tragically said goodbye to her premmie twin boys - I am sure if she sees your post she will come in to support you also.

Fly safely and softly little Eve and Ella - wipe away your Mama's tears tonight...