It's almost a month since I had her. We are going ok, we had her memorial and her ashes are home now. Funnily enough we both feel better now "she's home". My friend is overdue to have her baby so is being induced tomorrow. I hold no bad feelings for friends who are pregnant but gosh I miss knowing she's not in my belly anymore. I even miss the all day morning sickness. Dh lost his job as the business was very quiet and he was casual. He is going ok, just one day at a time. I actually had the courage to take in a thank you card and chocolates to maternity on my way to work last week.