I don't really know what to say. Yesterday at 6 weeks and 6 days I went for an OB appointment. She did a routine scan and couldn't find a heartbeat. She said there were irregularities with the sac, but I wasn't really listening at that point.
I am going in for a curette tomorrow. I don't think I could hack letting the miscarriage happen naturally.
I've been quite sad. Husband came back from interstate where he was working this week and will be with me tomorrow. Mum burst into tears when I told her, and Dad was also upset. My brother has just gone to London and I don't know how to tell him. This would have been their first grandchild / nephew and with my brother being gay I'm their best hope, so to speak.
I guess it just wasn't our time. It took us 2 years to fall pregnant. I have PCOS so we knew it would take a while. We hadn't been stressing about being pregnant, counting cycles or anything. It was so lovely when it happened.
The nearly two weeks we thought we were having a baby were lovely. A lovely surprise, perfect timing for work and everything just falling into place. oh well.
Oh Fiona! I am so sorry honey! Don't know what to say, but just want to send you heaps of I too have PCOS and have been TTC for months. I won't say I know how you feel because I don't, but I DO know that it hurts.
Don't be so hard on yourself.
I'm their best hope
It really wasn't up to you - these things have a mind of their own. Just hang in there, hun. Hope your DH is with you soon. I will be thinking of you.
Oh Fiona, I am so sorry you have to go through this, I am sending lots of positive to help you get through this, I know how you feel. Just take care of yourself and DH.
Shell xo
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I am so sorry honey! Don't know what to say, but just want to send you heaps of 
Take care, mate. 
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