I found out that I lost my baby last week on Thursday I havent even been able to say it out loud yet. It passed naturally on Tuesday night but I didnt find out until Thursday as the doctor had me on bed rest as I had a blood clot associated with the pregnancy.
This is my third loss, the first one was a blighted ovum, the second an eptopic.
This was not only the hardest because it was the third but also because this was the first time we had seen the baby and it had finally found its home.
The doctor has now reccomended that we get some tests done that may or may not give us some answers this time.
I just seem to be a mess at the moment I went back to work straight away which helped but I am just so angry.
I am trying to pretend to everyone that I am ok but I really am not coping well and I dont know what to do.
I have alot of friends with babies and I can relate to some other posts with it being really hard to be around them.
Anyway thanks for listening and it really has helped me to even talk about it on here.
Firstly Donna
Welcome to BB sadly im sure you will find many women on here with similar stories and I hope soon you will have a very sticky baby
im so sorry for your loss i know nothing i say will help but just offering some
Thanks so much Lauren for welcoming me to BB although I have a very supportive husband and family I think that talking to people who understand is really going to help.
And yes just knowing that you are there helps alot so thank-you!!
Donna welcome to BB. I am so sorry to hear about your losses. I can relate to your grief and how hard it is seeing others and trying to pretend you are coping when inside your completely heartbroken. You will find lots of woman on this site who understand some of your feelings. Welcome again
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