After getting my BFP on my bday on the 9th of Jan. we were so excited and happy to have fallen pregnant again after 2 MC since April 2010. I had 3 ultra sounds 1 at 5 weeks, 1 at 6 weeks and another at 8weeks 5 days all detecting a lovely strong HB from bub, then Saturday 2 weeks ago I had a gall stone attack they sent me for an ultra sound the very next morning to find bubs heart had stopped beating at exactly that moment I was having the US once again our hearts have been ripped open and left to bleed dry. My DR tells me I had a 1-2% chance of MC after having detected such a strong HB at my US which leaves me feeling like where did I go so wrong to lose our little angel this time around. I was 9 weeks and 4 days PG when bubs heart stopped and that was the day of my last US.
My GP has now given me numerous BT to start checking for a reason as to why I am MC and another DR tells me today that all my BT have come back neg. to everything they have tested for and he then tells me this is a good thing, well NO it's not a good thing to me as I need and want to know I have lost such a heathy little bub in the first place.
Tonight I sit here in my bedroom feeling lost and wanting answers I know I probably never will get, I have cramps that feel like I am in labour and I'm sure I am about to gush out at any second.
My GP now wants to refer me to a fertility specialist but I have no idea where to go from here, the DR not my usuak DR tells me today JUST KEEP TRYING, I felt that was such a HUGE slep in the face to me and my bub that I have lost.
Not sure if I am asking for advice but I will take it if any one can give it, it has taken e nearky 2 weeks to even work up the courage to post in here again.
Thank you in advance for your support.