Well it looks like I'm back to square one.
Started bleeding yesterday, and had period pain this morning. I know I've lost it. I really thought it was going to be third time lucky. But thats life.
I had a good cry last night. I'm seeing my doc tomorrow, so we shall see.
I'm tired of this. So tired. Too tired to cry anymore, to rant or scream.
Lisa
LisyLee-Im so so sorry.I know how you feel, having had 3 mc myself, and I know how bloody unfair it is. All I can say is it may take a while, but eventually it wont hurt as much. Big hugs xx
Thanks Beaksie
I hope its not something I ever have to get used to.
I just don't know where we are going wrong.
My DH says it must be some thing wrong with him. But he's not the one carrying so how could it be? Men are so cute some times.
Lisa
And to think two weeks ago I saw it's heartbeat.
Hey Lisa
i am so so sorry, big hugs to you i hope you get some answers as to why this is happening, i think the worst part of anything is not knowing whats going on. You must be so exhausted, it really isnt fair. Look after yourself and make sure you get lots of cuddles and i would be demanding some testing from your doc. Be kind to yourself and remember its really NOT our fault this happens.
LIsa
I'm so sorry hun...I feel your pain and totally understand being 'tired'...you're entitled to... you've been through so much. I hope you are able to get the answers you need...take care xxx
Hi Lisa
My heart goes out to you. I know I thought everything was ok when I seen a strong heartbeat of my angel only to miscarry a few weeks after.
I hope your Dr can give you some answers.
Big hugs
Take care
Chris
I am so sorry lisa, its such a hard thing to come to grips with.
I wish I knew the words to take away your pain.
agin, I am sorry for the loss of your angel.
xxx
Well ladies, My doc sent me down for scans yesterday, and everything is fine!!!!
MY JELLYBEAN IS OK!!!!
They couldn't find any reason for the bleeding. And even tho I've lost all my symptoms... Beast pain, nausea etc... everything is fine
I feel really emarassed about all this, but I really thought I had lost it. I was in full blown morning again. It's a weird feeling, to be greiving like that and then have the ultra sound lady show you the heart beating away like that.
And I'm sorry to the ladies that relived past pain with me. I didn't do this intentionally, and I'm not histerical (tho I did question that yesterday), or a hypochondrac...my doc said so. It just goes to show, not all bleeding is a disaster, although it may seem like it at the time.
I was convinced because what I've been geting over the last week has been almost identical to what happened last time.
once again , I am sorry to all of you who suffered my pain with me. I only hope you can have a similarly good result should it happen to you.
Big hugs to you all
Lisa
Betty, I'm so sorry.
I know it's not easy for you, or anyone else suffering loss right now, and I'm quite ashamed of my self for putting you thru that.
I'm still here with you, I still know your pain.
Big hug to you :hugs:
Lisa
Lisylee... I am so happy for you. I am glad your little bubba is a sticker!!!
I hope the rest of your pregnancy is uneventful and a very happy and healthy one.
Wishing you all the very best
Lisa
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