wishing i didnt have to do this!

Hi Rach, just wondering how you are feeling? Life seems to go on for everybody else but US!!!! Thinking of you.
Shell XO

Hi Shell, thank you for asking!!

im actually doing really well, every now and then something pops into my head, and i get upset. but im not totally overcome with grief.. well not anymore anyway! i also get this feeling of eagerness to have another baby, but i dont think we should think about that right now, i have a prescription for the pill, and we thought we would discuss it again in a few months. i dont want to 'replace' the baby, so to speak.

sorry for the ramble, thank you again for asking how i am doing!

Krystal, i know exactly what you mean about the want for another after losing - its like your brain gets programmed to go forward, but that just isnt happening anymore :'(

Hope you keep feeling better xox

Hi Rach, sorry I wasn't around last night to chat. I am glad u are ok, as good as you can be at this tough time I guess! Please don't think you would ever be replacing your precious "Butterfly Bubba" if you were to fall pregnant again because no other bub will ever take their place!!! It really is up to you if you are strong enough physically & mentally when the time is right to try again.
Take care and big hugs, Shell x