RG I think you are inspirational! I am so sick of this IVF journey...I really don't know if I'm going to be able to go ahead with this next cycle...I admire you for having the guts to call it as you see it and do what's right for you! I get so excited about adopting and always thought we would regardless of having 'biological' children or not. Don't know what our future holds at this point. I feel like I'm standing at a crossroad...exciting and scarey all at the same time. I am so inspired by your excitment and positivity...keep me posted xxx