Well, I got the childcare job and Im thrilled! Think I was trying to talk myself out of wanting it to prevent disappointment if I were unsuccessful. I start in a weeks time and look forward to meeting the children and learning about them.

Midwifery is still a passion of mine, but Im gonna make the most of this opportunity and get my bachelor in early childhood education and go from there. In many years time if I feel like a career change I'll go down the midwifery road. But for now Im in education and very excited about it. Thanks for your input x