Bugger, I have thinking to do...

If I had a DH like Sush or a wife like Yael I would be on easy street. I have a few months to think about it and prepare.

However - I don't think I can do six years of povvo. I just can't. If the hot water blew up or the roof caved in I would be stuffed. Pure and simple. The piece of paper at the end would be worth it, but to myself I thought maybe 3-4 years max (the eternal optimist). DD needs braces this year, plus an exchange trip (sadly she may have to miss this) to Germany. My house needs work and I'm behind already......one one income.....I don' t think I could take it. I'm at the edge of reason as it is and I feel pretty sad I don't think it could happen.

But - if I could get work as a psych or assistant (I have dad and he maybe able to pull in a favour with an old mate) would that make much difference?
I would still need a sugar-daddy though - which may not be out of the realms of possibility (eternal optimist again), I really mean scholarships......but where do I find out what is on offer???

aaghhhhh - I'm not giving up just yet.......I've already been daydreaming about swapping notes with you Sushee!!