Thanks Marydean
you have almost spoken my mind.I have exactly the same thoughts, My thanks to all of you lovely girls who help to make my decision a lot easier,
yesterday was the day dreaming day for me, because i got to knew what i want from my life and what i want to do, It feels like after hard time Iam finally on my track.
my spirits are so high since morning Iam on phone unis to child day care.
Can't be happier in my life it feels like tons of burden shifted from shoulders,Though its not a very easy path with little kids but I will do it.

Hugs <3 <3 <3