Well my first semester at uni has started and I'm seriously struggling

I am just not finding the time or energy I need to throw at this. I'm studying by DE which takes quite a bit of time management and balancing but being prg again has kinda thrown the balance out

I applied before I found out i was prg. I thought my baby days were behind me and it was time to move on to the next phase, time to do something for me. But that has all completely changed now and I'm just not in that head space anymore. I don't know if I'm scared and talking myself out of it or if I'm just being realistic in thinking this is not the right time for me to start studying.

I'm sooooo tired because all my spare time (ie when the kids are sleeping or with DH!) is spent studying. I'm not getting any rest and am really starting to feel it and resent it.

This will be my last prg and I keep thinking I should just be enjoying the next few months I have with DS and DD and taking it easy before the new baby arrives and we're all thrown back into chaos.

I'm assuming it's too late to defer for 12 months because I've enrolled and the semester has already started??

What about dropping a subject to ease the workload - is that possible?

I'm going to email my student liaison tomorrow about all this but figured someone might know.

Any suggestions or advice would be greatly appreciated!