Was thinking about this thread because I think I have a (slight) taking photos of my kids addiction. I got a new camera for Christmas so it has been 4 days and already it has over 600 photos on it. So about 150 a day but it is new so there is that.
Then I checked my phone which I only got in July (and still has the answering machine of my brother because it used to be his lol) has over 9000 photos on it. So still about 60 photos a day on average. Still seems pretty high!! But then I tell myself well a photo takes what, 5 seconds tops to take so even times 60 is only a few minutes out of the day right??? And that seems to make sense, I don't feel like I have my phone/camera on me much, I usually spend a few minutes taking some pictures then put them away and get stuck into whatever we are doing then might bring it out mid-way or towards the end again for different perspectives. I'm also a big "I'll just quickly snap a billion and one is sure to turn out" photographer because well, kids so that surely inflates things and of course then heaps turn out really good and showing subtle things my kids are doing which fascinates me, I am a little in awe of the way children develop and learn so I'll see DD2 transferring through her palm and go a little mental about it like she has just flown to the moon while others are just like "huh? Oh yes, that's great dear" lol.
I think I have gotten better, I used to feel almost panicky if I didn't have a way to take photos on me, like moments would suddenly be lost and I wouldn't be able to hold onto them strong enough. But then I started looking at it from a different perspective, about how it was a special moment just for me and whoever was there, the privilege of having that moment and not having to share it with anybody else and I don't feel panicky anymore. In fact I now enjoy leaving them behind at times and just soaking in my kids all for me! I also journal every day and have for a long long long time so I think the whole thought of lost memories is a big fear thing for me. I'm not sure how to let go of that... anybody have a similar fear? And I also don't want family to feel left out of our lives, especially those far away because they always lament about the missed moments and large distance so there is this guilt about whether I am allowing them a big enough window in. i guess this is more about the sharing than taking though but anyway.
Anybody feel me???




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