*hugs* I'm sorry that you're going through all this at the moment...It's so hard when you can't speak to someone in person sometimes! I'm sure this new baby will be fine I imagine it must be so hard to stay positive about it, but hopefully your DH can offer you lots of support too. Be sure to try and keep thinking of all the wonderful things about having a new baby and hopefully the next few months will fly by and a healthy wee bub will be with you soon!