sorry ive been AWOL..had alot of issues here lately...mainly me and feeling down about the lack of understanding from people all around atm and feeling like im a badparent..you know the drill

SO for a bit of therapy and to get it out and have osme people read and understand what ticks in MY head I started a journal about our life with autsim. Its up in this section and although I cry when I post, its good...its helping me inside...helping me to feel a sort of calm if you like.

Best achievement in th eloast month...Wilhelm came up to my, grabbed my face with both of his hands and said...Mum I really love you you know...... it was right after I had had a massive melt down over things and I jsut felt so selfish...

ok will be prompting myself not to be such a tight butt and make more of an effort in coming in here