Our pead had wondered if what happened to Mateauz was from the infectons or from pregnancy to. I had u/s to show taht he was 'sitting' on the umbilical cord and squashing supply of blood..but nothing was done. He was also born with his cord wrapped around his neck 3 times...

Its so hard when there are so many what if's and if I had done this or said this.....I suppose we just have to forget that part of it...move on and look for the positives in our lives today.

Good luck matie and dotn forget us