'Our Journey with Matilda' my story of pregnancy, diagnosis, birth and beyond.

[Jewel]

I can't believe they lied and that one standing your way so you couldn't see your beautiful babygirl.

I can't wait for the next part.

[alioops]

Although we all really want to read the story, Take your time. Writing it all down is an emotional experierence and although it does help to process it all, sometimes the level of emotion that it evokes is very high. Do as much as you can but dont push yourself too hard hun. I still struggle to fight back the tears when I read Em's story, the dribs and drabs posted around here, and looking at photos of when she was in hospy are hard for me. But they are healing, sometimes it does help to look back and see how far they and we have come.

[mrsmac]

I agree with others that some people are in thewrong job ifthey act like that, wow I thought nurses were supposed to be comapssionate!

[krysalyss]

I have come into this story late but I just wanted to say how grateful I am that you have chosen to share your story. You and your partner are both amazing. I am so sorry for the pain written in your voice. I hope that writing it down brings some healing for you. xo

[Beach Mama]

Im late too but oh so hooked. I can't believe they stuffed up your u/s so badly early on - I was bawling for you and then to not be able to see your baby overnight when you wanted to would have beenheartbreaking hun.
Matilda is just beautiful and you are so strong hun. I hope writing this all out is therapautic for you.

[aussienic]

I still struggle to fight back the tears when I read Em's story, the dribs and drabs posted around here, and looking at photos of when she was in hospy are hard for me. But they are healing, sometimes it does help to look back and see how far they and we have come.

While reading these stories I have the same feelings my son was sick at birth and even now I get a lump in my throat when I see the pictures . when I smell something that takes me back to the SCN.

[New Dawn]

once again thanks for sharing....

Cant wait to meet you and your beautiful girl as you sound like amazing

[blizz]

what an amazing story, you are a very strong person, thanks for sharing your story

[Jennifer13]

I am so sorry to hear of all of the troubles you've had on your journey to bring your little girl into the world. Seems like both Matilda and her Mummy are strong warriors...

[kelebek]

I've been lurking since you started & while my DS doesn't have the complications your beautiful DD does after he was born he was in the humidicrib & I wasn't able to hold him for over 14 hrs, your story has brought those emotions back again.

Thanks so much for sharing your story & you are such a strong & amazing mum for matilda. I love your new u/name & thought something was wrong at first.

[rufalina]

Hope that getting all this down is helping you work through the emotions and heal. It will be such a great memento for Matilda one day.

[*Ang*]

What an inspiration you are to us all. Thank you so much for sharing yours, Trent's and Matilda's journey with us.

[Mama2two]

Your story is truly of pure strength, determination and love..
Matilda is beautiful.

[SJL]

Matilda is such a lucky girl to have you two as her parents. I have enjoyed reading your story so far, At times happy for you guys and other times in tears for your heartache.

For someone so young you are amazing and your little girl will appreciate everything you do for her.

Sjl

[DaintreeDream]

*****

[Lulu]

Merry Christmas babe, squishy kisses for Matilda. We are going to have another meet (probably at DoubleDee's house so she can't use having a baby as an excuse not to go) in late Jan/Feb, I'll pm you then.

xoxoxoxox

[Madissun]

Merry Christmas to you too Deanne. I hope you have a wonderful first christmas with your beautiful daughter. I know it will be extremely special Xx

[amy_o]

A very merry Christmas to you and your special family!!
**mwah**