Im TOTALLY with Dragonfly on this one and was going to say the same thing...
Your little boys are here for a reason AND they were given to you because you can help them be what they need to be.

You are one special woman, reading your journey makes me think and realise and reflect over my last 9 months with MJ and i just shake my head. I had no idea what you have been going through, it makes my whines seem so insignificant really...

Thank you again for sharing this amazing story and your raw feelings and emotions - you are so brave